第1805章 越干胆子越大（2 / 2）

拿着手中的彩票，苗培龙今天上午被乔梁搞地糟糕至极的心情也莫名好了不少，人为财死鸟为食亡，这句话对于多数人来说都是适用的，对于苗培龙而言，同样也是如此。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pep5Zyo6IuX5Z+56b6Z6L+Y5piv5Yia6LiP5YWl5L2T5Yi25bel5L2c55qE5LiA5ZCN5bCP5bm06L275pe277yM5Lmf5pu+57uP5pyJ6L+H5qKm5oOz77yM5Lmf5pu+5biM5pyb6Ieq5bex6IO95aSf5bmy5Ye65LiA55Wq5LqL5Lia77yM6IO95Zyo5L2T5Yi26YeM5aSn5bGV5ouz6ISa5pyJ5omA5L2c5Li677yM6Jm96K+05LiN6Iez5LqO5oiQ5Li65LiA5Liq5rWB6Iqz55m+5LiW55qE5aW95a6Y77yM5L2G6Iez5bCR5Lmf5LiN6IO96K6p5Lq65Zyo6IOM5ZCO5oiz552A6ISK5qKB6aqo6aqC77yM5LuW6KaB5b2T5LiA5ZCN5riF5riF55m955m944CB5aCC5aCC5q2j5q2j44CB5Li65rCR6K+35ZG955qE5aW95bmy6YOo44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

早在苗培龙还是刚踏入体制工作的一名小年轻时，也曾经有过梦想，也曾希望自己能够干出一番事业，能在体制里大展拳脚有所作为，虽说不至于成为一个流芳百世的好官，但至少也不能让人在背后戳着脊梁骨骂，他要当一名清清白白、堂堂正正、为民请命的好干部。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5L2G55CG5oOz5piv5Liw5ruh55qE77yM546w5a6e5piv6aqo5oSf55qE77yM5q+P5b2T5LuW5oCA552A5LiA6IWU54Ot6KGA5oOz5YGa54K55a6e5LqL5pe277yM5Y205b6A5b6A57uP5Y6G5LqG56Kw5aOB44CB6KKr5Lq65YiB6Zq+562J6Zq+5aCq55qE5Zy66Z2i77yM5oWi5oWi5Zyw77yM5bm06L275Lq655qE6ZSL6IqS5ZKM5bmy5Yqy6YCQ5riQ5raI5aSx77yM6ZqP552A5bm06b6E5LiA5bm05q+U5LiA5bm05aSn77yM5LuW55qE5qOx6KeS5Lmf5oWi5oWi6KKr56Oo5bmz77yM5b+D5Lit55qE5paX5b+X5Lmf5Lin5aSx5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

但理想是丰满的，现实是骨感的，每当他怀着一腔热血想做点实事时，却往往经历了碰壁、被人刁难等难堪的场面，慢慢地，年轻人的锋芒和干劲逐渐消失，随着年龄一年比一年大，他的棱角也慢慢被磨平，心中的斗志也丧失了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

不知道从什么时候起，苗培龙开始有了为个人谋私利的想法，平时，除了涉及到个人利益的事他会努力去争一争，对于其他事，他渐渐有了得过且过的心态，没有了年轻时的理想和信念，没有了年轻时的锋芒和干劲，反之，多了些圆滑，多了些钻营，多了些利己的心思，除了努力为自己的官帽子奋斗，苗培龙现在已经找不到支撑自己的信念。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

当官是为了什么？苗培龙也曾就这个问题深思过，年轻时，或许他会说当官是为了理想为了信念，但现在，再问他这个问题，他会说，当官，无非是为了让自己和家人过得好一点，无非是为了让自己和家人享受到一些特权。这一点有错吗？没错！至少苗培龙现在是这么认为的，辛辛苦苦在体制里摸爬滚打二十年，有了如今的身份和地位，为自己和家人谋点私利怎么了？他没付出吗？他没努力吗？<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6YO95pyJ77yB5LuW5LuY5Ye65LqG77yM5LuW5Yqq5Yqb5LqG77yM5LuW5Li657uE57uH5aWJ54yu5LqG6Z2S5pil77yM6YKj5LuW546w5Zyo5oOz5Li66Ieq5bex5ZKM5a625Lq66LCL5Y+W54K55aW95aSE5oCO5LmI5LqG77yf6L+Z5piv5LuW5bqU5b6X55qE77yM55Sa6Iez6IuX5Z+56b6Z6KeJ5b6X6L+Z5piv55CG5omA5bqU5b2T55qE77yBPC9wPg=='));</script>

都有！他付出了，他努力了，他为组织奉献了青春，那他现在想为自己和家人谋取点好处怎么了？这是他应得的，甚至苗培龙觉得这是理所应当的！<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6L+Z5bCx5piv5YOP6IuX5Z+56b6Z6L+Z5qC35L+h5b+15aGM5LqG6LWw5LiK5q2q6Lev55qE5aSa5pWw5bmy6YOo55qE5oOz5rOV77yM546w5Zyo55qE6IuX5Z+56b6Z5bey57uP5piv5oCd5oOz5LiK5YWI5aCV6JC977yM5Zyo5oCd5oOz5LiK5b275bqV6KKr57OW6KGj54Ku5by55Ye75YCS77yM5Y+q5piv5LuW5bCk5LiN6Ieq55+l44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

这就是像苗培龙这样信念塌了走上歪路的多数干部的想法，现在的苗培龙已经是思想上先堕落，在思想上彻底被糖衣炮弹击倒，只是他尤不自知。<div id="z78fgsn46h">