35下 城乡丧事云泥别 老马意冷欲回村（1 / 2）

<h3>35下 城乡丧事云泥别 老马意冷欲回村（第1页）</h3><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

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“你害怕的话，出去待着呗！”老马对仔仔说。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5LiN5pWi77yB54i354i35L2g6YCB5oiR5Ye65Y676KGM5LiN77yf4oCd5LuU5LuU55qE6ISa5bCW5oyq5p2l5oyq5Y6777yM6IS45aeL57uI5LiN5pWi5a+5552A5qO65pyo44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我不敢！爷爷你送我出去行不？”仔仔的脚尖挪来挪去，脸始终不敢对着棺木。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZWn77yB5L2g5oCO5LmI6L+Z5LmI6IOG5bCP77yf4oCd6ICB6ams5Luw6LW35aS05pyb552A5bCR5bm077yM5Y+M55y85bCP6KeR44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“啧！你怎么这么胆小？”老马仰起头望着少年，双眼小觑。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR4oCm4oCm5oiR4oCm4oCm5oiR5LiN6K6k6K+G5LuW77yB5Y+I5rKh6KeB6L+H77yB4oCd5LuU5LuU5rCU5b6X6Le66ISa77yM6L+e55Sf5rCU5pe25Lmf5Y6L552A5ZeT5a2Q6L276L275Y+R54Gr44CC6ICB6ams5oOz6K6p5LuW57uD57uD6IOG77yM5LqO5piv5Z2Q5Zyo5qO65pyo5peB5LiA5Yqo5LiN5Yqo77yM5Y+M5omL5o+h552A5ouQ5p2W6b6Z5aS044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我……我……我不认识他！又没见过！”仔仔气得跺脚，连生气时也压着嗓子轻轻发火。老马想让他练练胆，于是坐在棺木旁一动不动，双手握着拐杖龙头。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

十分钟后，仔仔瘆得不行，大步走出了灵堂，跑到院子里，用八月晌午三十多度的阳光来保护自己。殡仪馆偌大的院子里只他一人，少年两手抱着胸走来走去，走来走去，远处有个风吹草动竟能惊得他一身冷汗。十分钟以后，仔仔无聊又恐怖，没法子，他轻轻跑进灵堂又黏在老马身边。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g6L+Z6KGj5pyN5LiK5ZKL5pyJ6Iqx6Iqx5ZGi77yf4oCd6ICB6ams5oyH552A5LuU5LuU6buRdOaBpOiDjOWQjueahOWbvuahiOmXruOAgjwvcD4='));</script>

“你这衣服上咋有花花呢？”老马指着仔仔黑t恤背后的图案问。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LiN5piv6Iqx77yB5piv6Iux5paH5a2X5q+N77yB4oCd5LuU5LuU6Z2g552A54i354i36IOM5a+55qO65pyo5bCP5aOw6K+044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“不是花！是英文字母！”仔仔靠着爷爷背对棺木小声说。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5YaZ552A5ZWl5a2X77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“写着啥字？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCcYXJleW91b2vjgILigJ08L3A+'));</script>

“areyouok。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZWl5oSP5oCd77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“啥意思？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5aW95ZCX44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你好吗。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZWK5ZOI5ZOI5ZOI5ZOI4oCm4oCm4oCd6ICB6ams5b+954S25aSn56yR77yM56yR5b6X5ZKz5LqG6LW35p2l44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“啊哈哈哈哈……”老马忽然大笑，笑得咳了起来。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5ZKz5a6M5ZCO6Zeu4oCc5L2g5ZKL56m/6L+Z5Liq77yf6L+Z5a2X5LiN5ZCI6YCC44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

咳完后问“你咋穿这个？这字不合适。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5aaI5oyR55qE77yB4oCd5LuU5LuU5ouN552A5aSn6IW/77yM5LiA6IS45peg6L6c44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我妈挑的！”仔仔拍着大腿，一脸无辜。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g6L+Z5a2X4oCm4oCm5ZOO77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你这字……哎！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5aaI6K+06L+Z5Liq4oCm4oCm6KKB54i354i34oCm4oCm5LuW55yL5LiN5oeC6Iux5paH77yM5aW56K+05rKh5YWz57O777yB4oCd5LuU5LuU6K+06K+d5pe25oyH5LqG5oyH5qO65pyo44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我妈说这个……袁爷爷……他看不懂英文，她说没关系！”仔仔说话时指了指棺木。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZOI5ZOI5ZOI4oCm4oCm4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“哈哈哈……”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams6aKk56yR5LiN5q2i77yM5om2552A5qO65p2Q5Ye65LqG54G15aCC77yM5Z2Q5Zyo6Iqx5Z2b6L6555qE55O354mH5LiK6YaS56We5oq954Of44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

老马颤笑不止，扶着棺材出了灵堂，坐在花坛边的瓷片上醒神抽烟。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

那两个亲戚下午五点到了殡仪馆，一进灵堂见了遗像扶着棺材先哀嚎一通。哭完了建成安排火化，众人将老袁的棺材推到了殡仪馆后头的火化区，老马爷孙两、那两个亲戚和建成媳妇先出来了，几人在灵堂里无事闲聊，等着火化结束。晚上七点建成也出来了，捧着一个小小的骨灰盒。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams6Iez5q2k77yM6Zq+6L+H5LiN5bey77yM5Y+z55y86buY54S25reM5LiL5LiA5ru05rOq4oCU4oCU5Y+q5LiA5ru05rOq44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

老马至此，难过不已，右眼默然淌下一滴泪——只一滴泪。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6aqo54Gw55uS5a+E5a2Y5aW95Lul5ZCO77yM5bu65oiQ6aKG552A5Lqy5oia6YKA6K+36ICB6ams5LiA5Z2X5Y675ZCD6aWt44CC6ICB6ams5amJ6KiA5ouS57ud77yM5ZKM5bu65oiQ5ZGK5Yir5ZCO6aKG552A5LuU5LuU5Zue5p2l5LqG44CC5YWr54K55Y2K5Zue5Yiw5a626YeM77yM5qGC6Iux44CB6Ie06L+c5ZKM5ry+5ry+5pep5Z2Q5Zyo6aSQ5qGM5peB562J552A54i35a2Z5Lik5byA5Yqo44CC5o2i5a6M6KGj5pyN5rSX5LqG5omL77yM5LiA5a625Lq65Z2Q5Zyo5LiA6LW35ZCD6LW36aWt5p2l44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

骨灰盒寄存好以后，建成领着亲戚邀请老马一块去吃饭。老马婉言拒绝，和建成告别后领着仔仔回来了。八点半回到家里，桂英、致远和漾漾早坐在餐桌旁等着爷孙两开动。换完衣服洗了手，一家人坐在一起吃起饭来。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LuK5aSp5oCO5LmI5qC377yf4oCd5qGC6Iux6Zeu54i35a2Z5Lik44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“今天怎么样？”桂英问爷孙两。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6Lef5oiR5oOz6LGh5Lit55qE5beu5Yir5aW95aSn5ZGA77yB5aSp5aOk5LmL5Yir77yB4oCd5LuU5LuU6aW/5b6X6IWu5biu5a2Q6YeM6byT6byT55qE5YWo5piv6aWt6I+c44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“跟我想象中的差别好大呀！天壤之别！”仔仔饿得腮帮子里鼓鼓的全是饭菜。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5pyJ5ZWl5beu5Yir77yf4oCd6Ie06L+c6Zeu44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“有啥差别？”致远问。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZWn77yB5LuW5Lus55qE54G15aCC6Lef5Lq65a6255qE54G15aCC5qC55pys5rKh5Yqe5rOV5q+U77yM5ZWl5Lmf5rKh5pyJ77yM5bCx5qO65p2Q5ZKM6YGX5YOP4oCU4oCU5rKh5ZWm77yB5Lmf5rKh5ZWl5Lq677yB6ICM5LiU4oCm4oCm5oiR6Lef5oiR54i354i356m/552A6buR6Imy55qE6Z6L44CB6IOM552A6buR6Imy55qE5YyF77yM5L2G5piv6YKj5Liq54i354i355qE5YS/5aqz5aaH5ou/552A6JOd6Imy55qE6YGu6Ziz5Lye44CB56m/552A57qi6Imy55qE55qu6Z6L77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“啧！他们的灵堂跟人家的灵堂根本没办法比，啥也没有，就棺材和遗像——没啦！也没啥人！而且……我跟我爷爷穿着黑色的鞋、背着黑色的包，但是那个爷爷的儿媳妇拿着蓝色的遮阳伞、穿着红色的皮鞋！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5rKh5ZCT5b6X5bC/6KOk5a2Q5ZCn77yf4oCd5qGC6Iux6LCD5L6D44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你没吓得尿裤子吧？”桂英调侃。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

“怎么可能！我在殡仪馆待了一天呢！要是参加另两家的葬礼我一点也不怕，但是他们家的……有点瘆！上午我和爷爷早到了，他们快十二点才到！下午又不见人，晚上来了两个亲戚，哭得很惨没流眼泪，火化完了他们就在那儿商量吃什么！我从来没见过这种葬礼！好讽刺呀！”仔仔现出一脸瞧不上、不乐意、很无奈的神情。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZOO77yB4oCd6ICB6ams6Z2g5ZCO5Luw5LqG5Luw6Lqr5a2Q77yM5ZC45LqG5LiA5Y+j5rCU77yM5rKh6K+06K+d44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“哎！”老马靠后仰了仰身子，吸了一口气，没说话。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

“妈，你知道为啥他家葬礼这么简单吗？因为人家殡仪馆规定尸体免费存放三天，多了要掏钱的，他们不乐意出钱！还抱怨那里的东西这个贵、那个贵……”仔仔在饭桌上大段大段地吐槽葬礼上的种种奇事，老马一直在沉默。第一个吃完饭的老头擦完嘴离开了餐桌，去阳台那儿抽烟。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

前两天发高烧，老马烧得人事不省。他躺在床上，摊平身体，一动不动……有那么一两个瞬间，老马以为自己已经死了——到了天堂抑或下了地狱。大脑被药物一点一点地麻痹，意志薄弱得只能服从药物时，他真得以为自己死了。在那个似醒非醒似睡非睡、生不知死死不知生的瞬间，他在回忆自己是怎样死去的，他凝视自己死后的躯体，想象自己死后的世界。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Lq66ICB5LiA5pe277yM6bqm6ICB5LiA5pmM44CC5Lq655Sf55m+5bKB77yM5oC75piv5LiA5q2744CC55Sf5LmL5p2l5LiN6IO95Y2077yM5YW25Y675LiN6IO95q2i44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

人老一时，麦老一晌。人生百岁，总是一死。生之来不能却，其去不能止。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams5oOz5Zad6YWS5aWI5L2V5peg6YWS77yM5Y+q6IO95LiA6ZSF6L+e552A5LiA6ZSF5Zi05LiN5YGc56m65Zyw5oq954Of44CC6ICB5aSn5ZOl5q275LqG77yM5LuW5bm25LiN6Zq+6L+H77yM5LuW6Zq+6L+H55qE5piv6JGs56S844CC5LuW55Sf5rCU6KKB5bu65oiQ77yM5Y205rCU5b6X57ud5pyb44CC6ICB6ams5b+N5LiN5L2P5b6X5ZWn5aOw5pGH5aS044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

老马想喝酒奈何无酒，只能一锅连着一锅嘴不停空地抽烟。老大哥死了，他并不难过，他难过的是葬礼。他生气袁建成，却气得绝望。老马忍不住得啧声摇头。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6YKj6JGs56S85aSq5a+S6YW45LqG77yB5a+S6YW45b6X5Lyk5Lq677yBPC9wPg=='));</script>

那葬礼太寒酸了！寒酸得伤人！<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Zyo5Z+O5biC6YeM77yM5Lq65oCO5LmI5Y+v5Lul5o6l5Y+X6Ieq5bex5aaC5q2k5oKE54S25Zyw56a75byA6L+Z5Liq5LiW55WM77yB6YKj6Iis5a+C6Z2Z5Zyw56a75byA77yM5aW95YOP5LuO5rKh5pyJ5p2l6L+H5LiA5qC377yB6ICB6ams5ZCQ552A5ZK95rCU77yM5o6l5Y+X5LiN5LqG5Z+O5biC5a+55Lq65bCK5Lil55qE5peg6KeG77yM5o6l5Y+X5LiN5LqG5Z+O5biC5a+55Lq65LmL5q2755qE5LiN5q2j6KeG44CB5LiN6YeN6KeG5ZKM5LiN5LyY6ZuF44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

在城市里，人怎么可以接受自己如此悄然地离开这个世界！那般寂静地离开，好像从没有来过一样！老马吐着咽气，接受不了城市对人尊严的无视，接受不了城市对人之死的不正视、不重视和不优雅。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

关于葬礼，每个地方有每个地方的传统。亲朋在病重时的探望，是对此人一生最美好的道别；擦净身体、穿上寿衣，以最纯净的肉身别生赴死；认识的人们纷纷赶来哭丧，这是在安慰他依然不舍离去的魂灵；于是人们设置了灵堂以作为他灵魂告别人世的专用场所——与亲人道别、与村庄道别、与人间道别、与自己的肉身道别；庄严浩荡的出殡、下葬、宴席是为了庆祝这个人完成了从生到死的一道轮回；最后在守孝时有人长久地哀悼他、念叨他，倘好多年以后还有人为他烧纸、扫墓，那真是可乐可喜，至少亡人还有机会出现在亲朋的梦里解一解烦、聊一聊天、说一说生前诸事。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Lit5Zu95LiK5Y2D5bm055qE5rCP5peP55Sf5rS777yM5p+Q56eN56iL5bqm5LiK5reh5YyW5LqG5q275Lqh5bim57uZ5Lq655qE5oGQ5oOn77yM5a6D6K6p5q275Lqh5oiQ5Li65LiA56eN5Luq5byP4oCU4oCU6L2u5Zue55qE5Luq5byP77yM55Sa6Iez5aaC5Yid55Sf5LiA5qC35piv5Zac5LqL6Iis55qE5Luq5byP44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

中国上千年的氏族生活，某种程度上淡化了死亡带给人的恐惧，它让死亡成为一种仪式——轮回的仪式，甚至如初生一样是喜事般的仪式。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LmL5omA5Lul5Zyo5Lmh5p2R5Lq65Lus5LiN6YKj5LmI5oOn5oCV5q275Lqh77yM5piv5Zug5Li65omA5pyJ5Lmh5Lq65LuO5bCP5byA5aeL5o6l6Kem5q275Lqh44CC56m/552A5byA6KOG6KOk5pe25Zyo6YK75a6255qE6JGs56S85LiK5YG35ZCD57OW5p6c77yM5LqU5LiD5bKB5pe26Lef552A5aSn5Lq65Y675Lqy5oia5a625ZOt5Lin44CB5Ye65q6h44CB5ZCD6YWS5bit77yM5oeC5LqL5ZCO5o6i5pyb5Y2z5bCG5Y675LiW55qE5Lqy5Lq677yM5oiQ5bm05ZCO56m/552A5Lin5pyN6LWw5Zyo5p+Q5L2N5pu+55a86L+H6Ieq5bex55qE5Lqy5Lq655qE6YCB6JGs6Zif5LyN6YeM4oCm4oCmPC9wPg=='));</script>

之所以在乡村人们不那么惧怕死亡，是因为所有乡人从小开始接触死亡。穿着开裆裤时在邻家的葬礼上偷吃糖果，五七岁时跟着大人去亲戚家哭丧、出殡、吃酒席，懂事后探望即将去世的亲人，成年后穿着丧服走在某位曾疼过自己的亲人的送葬队伍里……<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Z+O5biC5Yig6Zmk5LqG6L+Z5Lqb5rWB56iL77yM6K6p6ZqG6YeN55qE5Luq5byP5aSx5Y675LqG5Li+5Yqe55qE5Zy65omA5oiW5Zyf5aOk77yM6K6p5LiA5Liq5Lq65LyY6ZuF5Zyw5q275Y675Y+Y5b6X5LiN5YaN5Y+v6IO944CC6ICB6ams5oOn5oCV55qE5Lmf6K645LiN5piv6Ieq5bex55qE5q275Lqh77yM6ICM5piv6Ieq5bex5q275b6X5Y2R5b6u44CB5a2k54us44CB5rKh5pyJ5Lu35YC877yM5aaC5ZCM56eL5Y+25LiA6Iis44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

城市删除了这些流程，让隆重的仪式失去了举办的场所或土壤，让一个人优雅地死去变得不再可能。老马惧怕的也许不是自己的死亡，而是自己死得卑微、孤独、没有价值，如同秋叶一般。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiA5Liq5Lq66Iul6L+e5q275Lqh5Lmf5LiN6IO95byV6LW35Yir5Lq655qE5rOo5oSP77yM6YKj6K+l5aSa5oKy5oOo5ZGA77yB5bCx6L+Z5LiA54K55p2l6K+077yM6ICB6ams5q2k5pe25q2k5Yi75L6/5oOz5LiA6ISa5aWU5Zue5LuW55qE6ams5a625bGv44CC6IO95q275Zyo6Ieq5bex5b6F5LqG5LiD5Y2B5bm055qE5bGv5a2Q6YeM77yM5LiN5ZOX54S25Lmf5piv5bm456aP55qE44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

一个人若连死亡也不能引起别人的注意，那该多悲惨呀！就这一点来说，老马此时此刻便想一脚奔回他的马家屯。能死在自己待了七十年的屯子里，不哗然也是幸福的。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

最好埋葬自己的地方有一棵大树——二三十米高的大槐树，枝繁叶茂，四季常绿。那样，自己的尸体会以最快的速度瘫软、溶解，肉身彻底之后，融入土壤回归自然。一个人死亡之后，将他全部的骨肉融入大地也算是一种善终，而把自己有生之年的所有营养重新回馈给一棵故乡的大树，那些曾经存在于他身体里的细胞、那些生命中的故事，也许有一天会被输送到高空中重新沐浴阳光、鸟语、微风……这应算一种复活。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Lq65LiN6L+H55m+5bm06ICM5bey77yM5qCR5Y+v5rS75Y2D5bm05LmL5LmF44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

人不过百年而已，树可活千年之久。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Y2D5bm05Lmf5aW955m+5bm05Lmf572i77yM5q275ZCO5pa555+l5LiH5LqL55qG5LyR44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

千年也好百年也罢，死后方知万事皆休。