52下 三女吐槽悲中年 二老独自伤骨肉（2 / 2）

“当初刚来深圳时，挤着挤着找男人，现在找着了又……”桂英一边慢嚼一边慢笑。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

隔了会正吃着，桂英诉苦道“最近做家务快把我逼疯了——一点不夸张！我感觉做家务比在村里干农活还累！你做完了一顿饭还有无数顿，你洗完了一拨碗还有无数拨，你拖了一次地还有无数次……真的是没有尽头的呀！任你今晚上做得多好吃，饭后人立马忘了，连自己也忘啦！有什么意义呢？你这回把房间打扫得多干净、多满意，第二早上就恢复原状！何必呢？我想不通那些专职的家庭妇女是怎么笑着接受这一点的！”桂英激动地喷出了唾沫星子。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5YyF5pmT5pif5Zad552A5rGk5ZCs5a6M5ZCO77yM56yR5LqG56yR77yM57yT57yT6YGT4oCc6L+Z5bCx5piv55Sf5rS75ZGA77yB55Sf5rS75LiN6ZyA6KaB5Lmf5LiN5Zyo5oSP5L2g5Li76KeC5LiK5aaC5L2V6KGo6L6+77yM5a6i6KeC5LiK5L2g6YO95b6X5o6l5Y+X77yB6K+25a+55LqG77yM5L2g5LiN5piv5Lmw5LqG5rSX56KX5py65ZCX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

包晓星喝着汤听完后，笑了笑，缓缓道“这就是生活呀！生活不需要也不在意你主观上如何表达，客观上你都得接受！诶对了，你不是买了洗碗机吗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5rSX56KX5py66IO95rSX6ZSF5ZCX77yf6IO95rSX5qGI5p2/5ZCX77yf6IO95rSX5oq55biD5ZCX77yf6IO95rSX6I+c56+u5a2Q5ZCX77yf5a6D5Lmf5LiN6IO95biu5oiR5pOm5qGM5a2Q44CB5riF55CG6Iy255uY5p6c55uY5ZKM5rC05aO25ZGA77yB6YCG55qE5a625Yqh77yM5pW05oOo5oiR5LqG77yB4oCd5qGC6Iux5a6M77yM5LiJ5Lq65LmF5LmF6L2756yR44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“洗碗机能洗锅吗？能洗案板吗？能洗抹布吗？能洗菜篮子吗？它也不能帮我擦桌子、清理茶盘果盘和水壶呀！逆的家务，整惨我了！”桂英完，三人久久轻笑。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZqU5LqG5Lya77yM5qGC6Iux5Y+I5byA5Y+j5oqx5oCo4oCc5L2g5a626L+Y5pyJ5Liq6ICB5aS05b+D5oSP5Zyw5biu6KGs5L2g77yM5oiR5a625ZGi77yf5Lq65aSa5a625Yqh5aSa77yM5YWJ5rSX6KGj5pyN77yM5LqU5Liq5Lq65Lik5rSX5LiA5qyh77yM5rSX6KGj5py65Zue5Zue5aGe5b6X5ruh5ruh55qE77yB5LiN5ben55qE5piv77yM5oiR546w5Zyo5bel5L2c5LiK5q2j6Z2i5Li05LiA5Liq5aSn5Z2O5YS/77yM5oiR55qE6ICB54i35ZGA4oCU4oCU5YaF5b+n5aSW5oKj5ZWK77yB5L2g5L+p5qC55pys5oOz5LiN5Yiw5oiR5pyA6L+R6L+H55qE5piv5LuA5LmI5pel5a2Q77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

隔了会，桂英又开口抱怨“你家还有个老头心意地帮衬你，我家呢？人多家务多，光洗衣服，五个人两洗一次，洗衣机回回塞得满满的！不巧的是，我现在工作上正面临一个大坎儿，我的老爷呀——内忧外患啊！你俩根本想不到我最近过的是什么日子！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6LCB5LiN5piv77yf5oiR5LiL5Y2I5LuO5pyN6KOF5bqX5Yiw6bq76L6j54Or6YKj5YS/77yM55yL6LW35p2l5pyJ5pe26Ze077yM5Y+v5piv5Y675a2m5qCh5o6l5a2p5a2Q44CB6YCB5a2m5oiQ5Zue5Yac5om544CB5p2l5Zue6Lev5LiK4oCm4oCm5oiR5aW95Yeg5Zue6YO95rKh5pe26Ze05ZCD5pma6aWt77yB5oiR5pyA6L+R5o6J5LqG5YWr5pak6IKJ77yM5L2g5L+p5oOz5oOz5oiR5oC75YWx5omN5aSa6YeN44CC4oCd5pmT5pif5LiA6IS46JCn54S244CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“谁不是？我下午从服装店到麻辣烫那儿，看起来有时间，可是去学校接孩子、送学成回农批、来回路上……我好几回都没时间吃晚饭！我最近掉了八斤肉，你俩想想我总共才多重。”晓星一脸萧然。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5LiK572R6K++5omN5a2m5LqG5Lik5Liq5pyI77yM5piO5pi+6KeJ5b6X5oiR55y8552b5LiN5aSf55So5LqG77yB5bmy5rap44CB5Y+R55eS44CB55yL5LiN5riF77yM5Yiw5LqG5pma5LiK6L+Y5oCV5YWJ77yM5oiR6KeJ5b6X5oiR5b6X6YWN55y86ZWc5LqG77yB5aWz5Lq65LiK5LqG5LiJ5Y2B77yM6Lqr5L2T55yf6L+Z5LmI5beu5Yqy5ZCX77yf4oCd5pmT5qOg5Y+I5piv556q55y85Y+I5piv5oyk55y844CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我上网课才学了两个月，明显觉得我眼睛不够用了！干涩、发痒、看不清，到了晚上还怕光，我觉得我得配眼镜了！女人上了三十，身体真这么差劲吗？”晓棠又是瞪眼又是挤眼。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6YKj5Y+v5LiN77yf5LqM5Y2B5bey57uP5byA5aeL6LWw5LiL5Z2h6Lev5LqG77yB5b6I5aSa6IGM5Lia5aWz5oCn5oiW6auY5Y6L5aWz5oCn5LiJ5Y2B5bKB5bCx5byA5aeL5Y215bei6YCA5YyW5LqG77yB4oCd5qGC6Iux5Zue5bqU44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“那可不？二十已经开始走下坡路了！很多职业女性或高压女性三十岁就开始卵巢退化了！”桂英回应。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5bey57uP5LiJ5Y2B5LqM5LqG77yB5ZO85ZO877yB57uT5ama6YO95oiQ5aaE5oOz77yM6L+Y5oCV5LuA5LmI5Y215bei6YCA5YyW77yB4oCd5YyF5pmT5qOg5L2O5aS05Y+W56yR6Ieq5bex44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我已经三十二了！哼哼！结婚都成妄想，还怕什么卵巢退化！”包晓棠低头取笑自己。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

“别急，急什么？急得进入婚姻过我两这种日子吗？瞧瞧你姐的暴瘦，再瞧瞧我这肥胖，你姐是没时间吃午饭，我在办公室压力一大控制不住地喝咖啡！网上还谈什么夫妻生活一月几次好——好个屁！我晚上能睡着、不失眠已经是对夫妻生活的最高要求了！”桂英紧紧抓住晓棠的手腕安慰她。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5q+P5Liq6Zi25q615pyJ5q+P5Liq6Zi25q6155qE5aW95ZKM5Z2P77yM5L2g5bqU6K+l5YWF5YiG5Lqr5Y+X5L2g6L+Z5Liq6Zi25q6155qE5aW977yB5aW95aW96LCI5oGL54ix77yM5aW95aW95Lqr5Y+X5LiA5Liq5Lq65oiW5Lik5Liq6aW255Sf5rS777yB4oCd5pmT5pif5oqs55y85Lqm5a6J5oWw5aa55a2Q44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“每个阶段有每个阶段的好和坏，你应该充分享受你这个阶段的好！好好谈恋爱，好好享受一个人或两个饶生活！”晓星抬眼亦安慰妹子。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5rKJ6buY5Yeg5YiG6ZKf5ZCO77yM5pmT5qOg6Zeu5qGC6Iux4oCc6Iux6Iux5aeQ77yM5L2g55y8552b5oCO5LmI5LqG77yf5Yia5LiA6KeB5bCx55yL5L2g55y8552b5pyJ54K557qi6IK/77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

沉默几分钟后，晓棠问桂英“英英姐，你眼睛怎么了？刚一见就看你眼睛有点红肿！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZOO77yM5a626YeM55qE56C05LqL5YS/77yB4oCd5qGC6Iux552A5Y+55rCU5pGH5aS077yM5oq/5LqG5Y+j6Iy244CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“哎，家里的破事儿！”桂英着叹气摇头，抿了口茶。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5aSn5ZOl6LWw5LqG5ZCn77yf5oiR6L+Z5Zue6KeB5L2g5ZOl77yM6KeJ552A5LuW5pyJ54K56ICB5LqG77yB4oCd6aG/5LqG5Lya77yM5pmT5pif6L655ZCD6L6544CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你大哥走了吧？我这回见你哥，觉着他有点老了！”顿了会，晓星边吃边。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5piv77yM5pio5pma6LWw55qE44CC5pio5LuW5Lik5Lq65ZC177yM5oiR6Lef6ICB5rGJ5Y+I5ZC14oCU4oCU54Om5ZGA77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“是，昨晚走的。昨他两人吵，我跟老汉又吵——烦呀！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5piv5Li66L+Z5Liq5ZOt77yf4oCd5pmT5qOg6Zeu44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你是为这个哭？”晓棠问。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZOO77yB5pio5pma5aSx55yg5Yiw5Lik5LiJ54K577yM5oOz5LqG5b6I5aSa6L+H5Y6755qE5LqL5YS/77yM5oOz5LiN6YCa44CC4oCd5qGC6Iux5pCF552A56KX6YeM55qE57Gz6aWt77yM5b+954S25Lik55y86aWx5ZCr5rOq6Iqx44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“哎！昨晚失眠到两三点，想了很多过去的事儿，想不通。”桂英搅着碗里的米饭，忽然两眼饱含泪花。<h3>52下 三女吐槽悲中年 二老独自伤骨肉（第3页）</h3><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pmT5pif5pmT5qOg6KeB5aW55aaC5q2k77yM5rKh5pyJ6K+d44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

晓星晓棠见她如此，没有话。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5pyJ5LiA5Lu25LqL77yM5oiR5Y2w6LGh5b6I5rex5b6I5rex44CC5LiJ5Y2B5bm05YmN5ZCn77yM5oiR5aaI6JK46aaN6JK45LqG5LiA5aSn6ZSF77yM57uT5p6c5oiR5aSn77yI54i25Lqy77yM5oyH6ICB6ams77yJ5LiN5ruh5oSP77yM5oqK5LiA5aSn56y85LqU566F5a2Q55qE6aaN77yM5YCS5Zyo5Zyw5LiK77yM55So6ISa6Lip4oCU4oCU6YOo55So6ISa6Lip77yB5LiA5Liq5LiA5Liq5Zyw6Lip77yB5oiR5b2T5pe25ZCT5Z2P5LqG77yM5oiR5amG5ZOt552A6Lmy5Zyw5LiK5o2h6aaN77yM5oiR5aaI5rKh5pyJ5ZOt5rKh5pyJ5oCS5Lmf5rKh5Y+X5oOK77yM5aW56IS45LiK55qE6KGo5oOF5b6I5aSN5p2C77yM5oiR55yL5LiN5oeC77yM5Yiw546w5Zyo5Lmf5LiN55+l6YGT6YKj5piv5LuA5LmI6KGo5oOF4oCm4oCm4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“有一件事，我印象很深很深。三十年前吧，我妈蒸馍蒸了一大锅，结果我大（父亲，指老马）不满意，把一大笼五箅子的馍，倒在地上，用脚踩——部用脚踩！一个一个地踩！我当时吓坏了，我婆哭着蹲地上捡馍，我妈没有哭没有怒也没受惊，她脸上的表情很复杂，我看不懂，到现在也不知道那是什么表情……”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

桂英咽了口难咽的气，接着“棠儿你年纪出来早可能不知道，村里蒸馒头特别复杂！上午十一二点和面，我们家三个男的三个女的饭量一顶一地大，一和和几十斤的面，光我妈和面至少得一个半时，和完面大冬也半身汗——那可是很重的力气活。十二点左右，她开始和我婆揉面、捏馒头，这得一个多时。接着把生馍在太阳底下晾晒、发酵，也得一个多时。然后开始蒸，抱来大柴火，使劲烧风箱，大火烧个一个时，五箅子馍才算熟了！蒸完馍还得做菜，这又要忙活……那时在村里蒸馒头对妇女来，算是大活了。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

桂英望着晓棠完，顿了顿，而后低下头盯着茶杯“我大把那五箅子热乎乎的馍踩烂之后，我妈继续干活！干别的活去了！脸上没有任何表情，好像整个事件没有发生一样。这件事、我妈的表情和反应，一直藏在我心里，藏了几十年。这几十年我几乎每年总有一两次想起她那表情来。”桂英自顾自地完，再抬头时满脸是泪，晓星抽来一张纸为她擦泪。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6ams5Y+U4oCm4oCm5LuW5Li65LuA5LmI6KaB6Lip5ZGA77yf4oCd5pmT5qOg5LiN5oeC44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“马叔……他为什么要踩呀？”晓棠不懂。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZO85ZO877yB5LuW5auM5oiR5aaI6JK455qE6aaS5aS05rKh5Lq65a625aW977yB5aSq56Gs44CB5ZGz5YS/5LiN5aW944CB5b2i54q25LiN5aW94oCm4oCm5bCx6L+Z5qC377yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“哼哼！他嫌我妈蒸的馒头没人家好！太硬、味儿不好、形状不好……就这样！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5YGc5LqG5LiA5Lya77yM5qGC6Iux5Y+I6KGl5LqG5LiA5Y+l4oCc5oiR5YW25a6e5b6I5ouF5b+D5oiR5aSn5ZOl77yM5LuW55qE5oCn5qC85p+Q5Lqb5Zyw5pa56Lef5oiR5aaI5pyJ54K55YOP44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

停了一会，桂英又补了一句“我其实很担心我大哥，他的性格某些地方跟我妈有点像。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5YyF5pmT5pif5Y+I5oq95LqG5LiA5byg57q46YCS57uZ5qGC6Iux77yM5a6J5oWw6YGT4oCc5oOz5oOz5a2p5a2Q5ZCn77yB5ZKx55qE5Yqq5Yqb5Lmf5LiN5piv5b6S5Yqz5ZGA77yM5L2g5YGa55qE5aW96aWt5a2p5a2Q5b+Y5piv5b+Y5LqG77yM5L2G5piv6ZW/5Zyo5LqG6Lqr5L2T6YeM44CC5ZKx546w5Zyo6LWa55qE6ZKx6IO96K6p5a2p5a2Q6L+H5LiK6KGj6aOf5peg5b+n55qE5pel5a2Q44CB6L+b5LiN6ZSZ55qE5a2m5qCh5o6l5Y+X5pWZ6IKy77yM5L2g55yL5qKF5qKF546w5Zyo5Ye65p2l5LqG77yM5LuU5LuU5Lmf5b+r5LqG77yB6Iux5YS/5Yir6YKj5LmI5oKy6KeC5rKJ6YeN44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

包晓星又抽了一张纸递给桂英，安慰道“想想孩子吧！咱的努力也不是徒劳呀，你做的好饭孩子忘是忘了，但是长在了身体里。咱现在赚的钱能让孩子过上衣食无忧的日子、进不错的学校接受教育，你看梅梅现在出来了，仔仔也快了！英儿别那么悲观沉重。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5YyF5pmT5pif55So5a6J5oWw6Ieq5bex55qE5pa55rOV5a6J5oWw5qGC6Iux44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

包晓星用安慰自己的方法安慰桂英。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

“是啊，你家孩子大，希望来得早！我家漾漾才四岁，拉个屎有时候竟忘了冲厕所！几乎每三顿饭有一顿衣服上滴了饭菜！最近跟他爷一块吃晚饭，净吃油泼面，四岁娃一张嘴一股子蒜臭味！饭量也吃大了，那肚子大了一圈呀！我现在很怕她将来长成我这样子！我娃以前可是只吃吐司、蛋挞和蛋糕的西洋美少女呀！”桂英完，三个女人一通畅笑。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5piO5bm05LuU5LuU6KaB6auY6ICD5LqG77yM5LiN55+l6YGT6IO96ICD5LiK5Liq5LuA5LmI5a2m5qCh77yM5LiN5a6a6Lef5qKF5qKF6IO95Zyo5LiA5Liq5Zyw5pa55ZGi77yB4oCd5YyF5pmT5pif5oan5oas5LiL5LiA6L6I55qE5pyq5p2l44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“明年仔仔要高考了，不知道能考上个什么学校，不定跟梅梅能在一个地方呢！”包晓星憧憬下一辈的未来。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LiN5LiA5a6a77yM5Lq65a626L+Y5oOz5b6A5YyX5Lqs6LWw5ZGi77yB5pyJ5b+X5rCU552A5ZGi5ZOI5ZOI4oCm4oCm5LuW54i45LuU5LuU5aW95YOP55uv5LiK5LqG5YyX5Lqs55qE5Yeg5omAOTg16auY5qCh77yB4oCd5qGC6Iux5a6M77yM5Lik55y86YeK5pS+552A6Zeq5Lqu55qE5YWJ6IqS44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“不一定，人家还想往北京走呢！有志气着呢哈哈……他爸仔仔好像盯上了北京的几所985高校！”桂英完，两眼释放着闪亮的光芒。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZOO77yB5L2g5Lus6YO95pyJ5a2p5a2Q77yB5ZG15ZG14oCm4oCm4oCd5YyF5pmT5qOg5Zad552A55m+6aaZ5p6c5rGB77yM55Sc55Sc5Zyw56yR552A77yM5Y205Zyo5rWB5rOq44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“哎！你们都有孩子！呵呵……”包晓棠喝着百香果汁，甜甜地笑着，却在流泪。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6KGM5ZWm6KGM5ZWm77yB5ZKx5LiJ5Liq6Z2e5b6X6ZqU5LiA5Lya5bCx5pyJ5Liq5Lq65ZOt5ZCX77yf5oiR6Zq+6YGT5q+U5L2g5aW95ZCX77yf6Zq+5LiN5oiQ5oiR5Lmf5ZOt5LiA5ZOt6K6y5LiA6K6y5a2m5oiQ6KKr5omT5LqG44CB6ZKf55CG5Zad6YWS44CB5oiR5Zyo6bq76L6j54Or5bqX6YeM6KKr5Lq66Zq+5ZCs6K+d77yf4oCd5YyF5pmT5pif5a6M6L+Z5Liq77yM5piO5Lqu5Y+I5b6u56yR55qE5Y+M55y877yM5Lmf5raM5Ye65LqG54Ot5rOq44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“行啦行啦！咱三个非得隔一会就有个人哭吗？我难道比你好吗？难不成我也哭一哭讲一讲学成被打了、钟理喝酒、我在麻辣烫店里被人难听话？”包晓星完这个，明亮又微笑的双眼，也涌出了热泪。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ama5ae744CB5a625bqt44CB5YS/5aWz44CB5bel5L2c4oCm4oCm5oiR5YOP5LuU5LuU5ZKM5qKF5qKF6L+Z5LmI5aSn55qE5pe25YCZ77yM5b+D5oCA55qE5piv5LiL4oCU4oCU5LiL5ZGA77yB546w5Zyo5LuF5LuF57u057O75LiA5Liq5a625bqt56uf6L+Z5LmI5ZCD5Yqb77yB5piv5b+D5LqG6L+Y5piv5Lq65peg6IO977yf5piv6ZW/5aSn5LqG6LCo5oWO5LqG6L+Y5piv546w5a6e6YC85b6X5Lq65oCC5LqG5Lmf5byx5LqG77yf4oCd5qGC6Iux5a6M77yM5oqx6IO46Ium56yR44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“婚姻、家庭、儿女、工作……我像仔仔和梅梅这么大的时候，心怀的是下——下呀！现在仅仅维系一个家庭竟这么吃力！是心了还是人无能？是长大了谨慎了还是现实逼得人怂了也弱了？”桂英完，抱胸苦笑。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5bel5L2c5a625bqt44CB5a625bqt5bel5L2c77yM5LiA6L6I5a2Q5oui5YWx6L+Z5LmI5Lik5Z2X5Zyw5YS/5ZKx5Lmf56eN5LiN5aW977yB6L+Y5Ye65p2l6aG2552A5Liq5aSn5aSq6Ziz6ZSE5Zyw5rWH5rC044CB5rWH5rC06ZSE5Zyw77yB5oCO5LmI5bCx6Lez5LiN5Ye65p2l5ZGi77yf5piv5LiN5piv6YKj5Lqb5oiQ5Yqf55qE44CB5bm456aP55qE44CB5pyJ6ZKx55qE44CB6LaF6LaK6Zi25bGC55qE5Lq66YO95piv5pyJ6IOG6YeP6IO96Lez5Ye65p2l55qE77yf4oCd5pmT5pif6Zeu5Lik5aeQ5aa544CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“工作家庭、家庭工作，一辈子拢共这么两块地儿咱也种不好！还出来顶着个大太阳锄地浇水、浇水锄地！怎么就跳不出来呢？是不是那些成功的、幸福的、有钱的、超越阶层的人都是有胆量能跳出来的？”晓星问两姐妹。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5rKJ6buY44CC5LiJ5Liq5Lit5bm05aWz6aW25rKJ6buY44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

沉默。三个中年女饶沉默。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc55yL5p2l5LuK5oiR5LiN6K+35L2g5Lus5Zad6YWS77yM5oiR6YO95a+55LiN6LW35oiR6Ieq5bex5LqG77yB5ZCD5a6M6aWt56uL6ams5Y6754uQ54u45bGL6YWS5ZCn4oCU4oCU5Yi75LiN5a6557yT77yB4oCd5qGC6Iux5LiA5ouN5qGM5a2Q77yM5omT56C05rKJ6buY44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“看来今我不请你们喝酒，我都对不起我自己了！吃完饭立马去狐狸屋酒吧——刻不容缓！”桂英一拍桌子，打破沉默。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pmT5pif5ZCs5LqG77yM5Lmf5ouN5LqG5ouN5qGM5a2Q5aSn5aOw4oCc6LWw77yB5LuK5LiN6YaJ5LiN5Zue5p2l77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

晓星听了，也拍了拍桌子大声“走！今不醉不回来！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5piv5LiN6YaJ5LiN5b2S4oCU4oCU5Zyf5LiN5Zyf5ZGA5L2g77yB4oCd5pmT5qOg5o6A5LqG5LiA5LiL5aW55aeQ55qE6IKp6IaA77yM6ICM5ZCO5bCG5aS05YCS5Zyo5LqG5aW55aeQ6IKp5LiK44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“是不醉不归——土不土呀你！”晓棠掀了一下她姐的肩膀，而后将头倒在了她姐肩上。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiL5Y2I5LiJ54K577yM5ry+5ry+5q2j552h552A77yM5aW55aW25aW255qE6KeG6aKR55S16K+d5omT5p2l5LqG44CC5L2V6Ie06L+c5YWI5ZKM5q+N5Lqy6IGK5LqG5LiA5Lya77yM5o6l552A5Y+r6YaS5ry+5ry+77yM56WW5a2Z5LiJ5Lq65qyi5Zac5Zyw6IGK5LqG5aW95LiA6Zi15a2Q44CC6L+Z5LiA6L656Lq65Zyo5pGH5qSF5LiK55qE6ICB5aS077yM6Ieq5omT5YW06YKm6LWw5ZCO77yM5LiA55u06Ze36Ze35LiN5LmQ44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

下午三点，漾漾正睡着，她奶奶的视频电话打来了。何致远先和母亲聊了一会，接着叫醒漾漾，祖孙三人欢喜地聊了好一阵子。这一边躺在摇椅上的老头，自打兴邦走后，一直闷闷不乐。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

桂英得没错，他总是喜欢操控。来到深圳以后，当老马发现这一对外孙竟也是孺子可教的有用之材时，他心底里已经为他俩规划过好多次了。他盘算着仔仔将来可以当个医生或是钻研技术的工程师；漾漾这么可爱，学个历史或文学，然后从本科考到博士，最后进学校当老师。老师是受人敬重的，医生或工程师也是受人敬重的。可惜他俩年纪尚，还没到他开口引导的时候。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

老马控制不住地对他爱的人有一种规划，完美的规划，强烈的规划——以前是子女，现在是外孙子女。他想让他的子女按照他设定的轨迹或他的意愿去生活、去努力，他认为他的设定或者意愿是上衬、优越的、精英的，可惜，人各有志。他越把兴邦往他的门路上拉，兴邦反弹得越远、越快、越猛。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

时候的马兴邦，在同龄人里可是一等一的好孩子。浓眉大眼，像戏台子上的老生一样，在人群中打眼一瞧炯炯有神过目不忘。他四五岁的时候能会道，嘴巴又甜又巧；七八岁的时候话做事有了格局，懂得谦让并照顾家里的一众弟妹，给大人办个事儿帮个忙儿稳妥又利索；十来岁上学的时候，学习成绩一直在班里名列前茅，老师也夸他是好学生、好苗子……一路走来，在家里、在村里、在学校，难得有比他更好的孩子。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

老二马兴盛跟老大比起来，简直壤之别。胆至极、木讷至极，老马早在兴盛四五岁的时候就放弃了他，认为他能把地种好已经是造化了。老三马桂英是个野路子，从被一众人宠着惯着，胆子大、人也疯，做事莽撞、言行无相，老马念她是老又是个女娃娃，睁一只眼闭一只眼地过来了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

没错，老马喜欢操控、掌控，特别是对老大，老二是没希望了，老三纯属意外——他完美之计划漏掉的。从始至终，这三个孩子里，他最器重、最喜欢的是老大。兴邦心地善良、孝悌忠信、为人聪慧、话妥帖、办事稳重，一副当官成大事的好材料，老马是对他寄予厚望的。可这些年，他一次次让自己失望，自己也一次次让他失望。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6L+Z5Lqb5bm05YW06YKm5pep5Y+Y5LqG5qC377yM6YeM6YeM5aSW5aSW55qG5Y+Y5LqG44CC6ICB5LqG5Lmf6KGw5LqG77yM5LuW5LiN5YaN5LyY56eA5LqG44CB5Lmf5rKh6YKj5LmI6IGq5piO5LqG44CB5pu05LiN5Lya6K+d5LqG44CC5LuW5pe25YCZ6LW356yR6K+d5p2l77yM6L276L275p2+5p2+6YCX5LmQ5LiA5LyX6KGX5Z2K6YK75bGF77yM546w5Zyo5oC75piv5rKJ6buY77yM5LiA6KiA5LiN5Y+R5Zyw5rKJ6buY44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

这些年兴邦早变了样，里里外外皆变了。老了也衰了，他不再优秀了、也没那么聪明了、更不会话了。他时候起笑话来，轻轻松松逗乐一众街坊邻居，现在总是沉默，一言不发地沉默。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Y6f5p2l77yM5Lq66L+Y5pyJ5pu+57uP6IO95Lya6YGT5ZCO5p2l6L+f6ZKd5rKJ6buY55qE6L+Z56eN5Y+Y5YyW4oCU4oCU5YW06YKm55qE5Y+Y5YyW6Lez5Ye65LqG6ICB6ams55qE5qC85a2Q44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

原来，人还有曾经能会道后来迟钝沉默的这种变化——兴邦的变化跳出了老马的格子。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiA5Liq5peg5by556qX55qE56uZ77yM5pS26JeP5Lmm562+5LiL5qyh5LiN6L+36Lev77yM5peg5bm/5ZGK5YWN6LS56ZiF6K+777yBPC9wPg=='));</script>

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据说智商高的人，一眼就能记住宁一中文网域名<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5o6o6I2Q6YO95biC5aSn56We6ICB5pa95paw5LmmOjwvcD4='));</script>

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