52下 人生末段重燃希望 年及知命夜半不寐（2 / 2）

可惜呀可惜，来得太晚了。他已经六十五了，过度的劳累使得他几乎无可压榨了。近来身体总是不舒服，几乎夜夜凌晨三点多醒来，醒后再也睡不着。膝盖酸软发麻，腰背硬得难受，他在脊背下垫了梅梅的三本厚书才勉强能平躺着。

请勿开启浏览器阅读模式，否则将导致章节内容缺失及无法阅读下一章。<h3>52下 人生末段重燃希望 年及知命夜半不寐（第2页）</h3><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

生之物，必有可取。钟能并非一无长处。他擅长看得开、放得下，他能够自我安慰自我消解，一辈子在夹缝里求生求存，但凡命里有个希望，他无不是狠狠地抓住攥紧，想着让希望引导他脱离低俗平庸，巴着让希望指导他活得更有劲头！此时此刻，他依旧怀着美好的希望，只可惜再美的希望终究抵不过他老了。站着扫了一的街道，两手举握、肩膀高耸，钟能坐在公交车上，腰酸胀、膝盖痛、胳膊无力、脚底不敢着地。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6L+H5Liq6IqC5aW957Sv5ZGA77yM6L+Y5LiN5aaC5LiN6L+H6L275p2+5ZGi77yB5LiA5oOz5piO6KaB5LiK54+t77yM5oiR5oSB5b6X6YO9552h5LiN552A77yB4oCd5pma5LiK5Y2B5LiA54K577yM5qGC6Iux6Lq65Zyo5bqK5LiK5pyd6Ie06L+c5oqx5oCo44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“过个节好累呀，还不如不过轻松呢！一想明要上班，我愁得都睡不着！”晚上十一点，桂英躺在床上朝致远抱怨。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oSB5LuA5LmI5ZGA77yf4oCd6Ie06L+c5YWz5LqG5bqK5aS054Gv77yM6L2s5aS06Zeu5aa75a2Q44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“愁什么呀？”致远关了床头灯，转头问妻子。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oSB5LuA5LmI4oCm4oCm5LiN5riF44CC5oSB5bel5L2c5ZCn77yM5LuK576k6YeM5Lyg5raI5oGv5oiQ6ZuG5Zui6KaB5aSn6KOB5ZGY77yM5oiR5LiA5ZCs5b+D5YWI5YeJ5LqG44CC6L+Z5piv5oiR5omL6YeM55qE5aSn5a6i5oi377yM5pyA5aSn55qE5a6i5oi35ZGA44CC4oCd5qGC6Iux5oqx552A5p6V5aS06aKR6aKR5Y+55rCU44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“愁什么……不清。愁工作吧，今群里传消息成集团要大裁员，我一听心先凉了。这是我手里的大客户，最大的客户呀。”桂英抱着枕头频频叹气。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5Lul5YmN5LiN5piv6K6y6aG65Yq/6ICM5Li65ZCX77yf546w5Zyo5aSn5Yq/6L+Z5qC377yM5L2g6KaB6YCG6KGM5LiN5oiQ77yf5a695a695b+D77yM5p2l5LqG5LiA5Liq6LaL5Yq/5L2g5peg5Yqb5pu05pS55pe277yM5o6l5Y+X5a6D5ZGX77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你以前不是讲顺势而为吗？现在大势这样，你要逆行不成？宽宽心，来了一个趋势你无力更改时，接受它呗！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZO877yB5o6l5Y+X77yf5YWJ5oiQ6L+Z5LiA5Y2V5oiR6KaB5o2f5aSx5aW95Yeg5LiH77yB4oCd5qGC6Iux5peg5aWI5ZKn5Zi077yM5ZCs6Ie06L+c55qE5YeA5piv6ZqP6aOO6aOY55qE6L276JaE6K+d44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“哼！接受？光成这一单我要损失好几万！”桂英无奈咧嘴，听致远的净是随风飘的轻薄话。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5p6c54S277yM55m96Z2i5Lmm55Sf6Lef5p+057Gz5rK555uQ5LmL6Ze077yM6ZqU552A5p2h6bi/5rKf44CC5L2V6Ie06L+c5LiA5ZCs5LiA5Y2V5o2f5aSx5aW95Yeg5LiH77yM6IS45LiK5L2v6KOF6ZWH6Z2Z77yM5b+D6YeM5ZKv5ZmU5LiA5LiL77yM5LiA566X6LSm6L+Z5LiA5Y2V5Yeg5LmO5piv5LuW5Zyo6LaF5biC5bm055qE5bel6LWE44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

果然，白面书生跟柴米油盐之间，隔着条鸿沟。何致远一听一单损失好几万，脸上佯装镇静，心里咯噔一下，一算账这一单几乎是他在超市年的工资。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6L+Z5LiN5piv6L+Y5rKh56Gu5a6a5ZCX77yf5rKh56Gu5a6a55qE5LqL5L2g5Y+R5LuA5LmI5oSB5ZGA77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“这不是还没确定吗？没确定的事你发什么愁呀？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Lmf5LiN5q2i5oSB6L+Z5Liq77yM6L+Y5pyJ5oiR5aSn5ZOl55qE5Y6C5a2Q44CC5YmN5q615pe26Ze05LuW5rKh6ZKx5Y+R5bel6LWE77yM5LuW5Lqy5Y+j5ZGK6K+J5oiR77yM5Y6C5a2Q5pWI55uK5LiN5aW95rKh5pyJ5pS25YWl77yM5YGc5Lqn5LqG5Y+R5LiN5Ye65bel5Lq65bel6LWE77yM5LuW6L+Y6LS35LqG5qy+5ZGi44CC6L+Z5Zue5p2l5oiR57uZ5LuW6ZKx5LuW5Y+I5LiN6KaB77yM5oiR5aSn5ZOl5aSq6KaB6Z2i5a2Q5LqG77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“也不止愁这个，还有我大哥的厂子。前段时间他没钱发工资，他亲口告诉我，厂子效益不好没有收入，停产了发不出工人工资，他还贷了款呢。这回来我给他钱他又不要，我大哥太要面子了！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6KaB5LiN5L2g5oqK55CG6LSi55qE6YKj5Lqb6ZKx5Y+W5Ye65p2l57uZ5aSn5ZOl55u05o6l5omT6L+H5Y6777yB6L+Z5a626YeM6L+Y5LiN5piv5L2g5YGa5Li777yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“要不你把理财的那些钱取出来给大哥直接打过去！这家里还不是你做主！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiA5ZCs5ZC55o2n77yM5qGC6Iux5Lik5aOw5oao56yR44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

一听吹捧，桂英两声憨笑。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

“我一直在琢磨给不给。突然给了，他会觉得是施舍，肯定二话不退给我——这种事不是没发生过，你知道的！一两万、两三万他不定还能接受，十来万、二三十万他是坚决不轻易要的。他这人，只准别人欠他的，死活不愿欠别饶——哪怕是我这个亲妹子！他的观念里自己借了别饶钱自己就低人一等——哎倔呀！不通透！跟老汉有点像。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Y+v6IO95Zug5Li65L2g5q+U5LuW5b6I5aSa5ZCn77yB5o6J5Liq6L+H5YS/77yM5L2g5piv5aSn5aeQ5LuW5piv5byf5byf77yM5oiR55yL5LuW5Y+v6IO95o6l5Y+X44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“可能因为你比他很多吧！掉个过儿，你是大姐他是弟弟，我看他可能接受。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5LqG6Kej5LuW77yM5LiN5Yiw5LiH5LiN5b6X5bey77yM5Yaz5LiN5Lya6Lef5oiR5byA5Y+j44CC5LuW6YKj5oCn5qC877yM5LuO5LiN5LmQ5oSP5ouW57Sv5Yir5Lq677yM5pu05L2V5Ya15piv5oiR77yM5ZKx6L+Y5pyJ5Lik5a2p5a2Q55qE6LSf5ouF77yM6L+Z5Lik5a2p5a2Q6Lef5ryP6LSi55qE5py65Zmo5LiA5qC35Ye66ZKx77yM5oiR5ZOl55yL5b6X6KeB55qE44CC5Yiw5bqV77yM5oiR5aSn5ZOl6L+Y5piv5LiN5oS/5oSP5pCF5omw5oiR77yM5LuW6LaK6L+Z5qC35oiR6LaK6Zq+5Y+X44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我了解他，不到万不得已，决不会跟我开口。他那性格，从不乐意拖累别人，更何况是我，咱还有两孩子的负担，这两孩子跟漏财的机器一样出钱，我哥看得见的。到底，我大哥还是不愿意搅扰我，他越这样我越难受。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g6Ieq5bex5oSB5b6X5LiN6KGM77yM5oiR6L+Y5oy6576h5oWV5L2g55qE77yM5pyJ6L+Z5LmI5aW955qE5Lik5Liq5ZOl5ZOl44CC5piO5pep6KaB5LiK54+t77yM5Yir5oOz6L+Z5Lqb5LqL5LqG77yB5a695a695b+D77yM5pep54K5552h5ZCn77yB4oCd6Ie06L+c5a6M5pG45LqG5pG45qGC6Iux55qE6by75aS044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你自己愁得不行，我还挺羡慕你的，有这么好的两个哥哥。明早要上班，别想这些事了！宽宽心，早点睡吧！”致远完摸了摸桂英的鼻头。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Lik5Lq65Yia552h5LiL77yM5b+95Zyw5qGC6Iux6L2s5aS05pyd56m65Lit4oCc5ZOm5a+55LqG77yM5Lit56eL6IqC6YKj77yM5oiR5aSn5LuW5Lul5ZCO6KaB5o6l6YCB5ry+5ry+77yM5LiA5pe25Y2K5Lya5LiN6LWw5LqG77yM5oiR6L+Y5rKh6Lef5L2g5ZGi77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

两人刚睡下，忽地桂英转头朝空中“哦对了，中秋节那，我大他以后要接送漾漾，一时半会不走了，我还没跟你呢！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5qGC6Iux5a6M5pyd5Y+z6L65552h5LqG77yM6Ie06L+c5ZCs5LqG6L+Z6K+d5bqU5LqG5LiA5aOw77yM6JOm5Zyw5YaN5peg552h5oSP44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

桂英完朝右边睡了，致远听了这话应了一声，蓦地再无睡意。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

何致远不情愿岳父留下来和他们一家一起生活吗？非也，是也。家里来了父母，他似乎从始至终丝毫不排斥，毕竟是自家人。可此刻他为何屏住呼吸、两眼瞪着花板、大脑运转个不停呢？也许，他还没准备好家里长久地有一位老人跟他们四口或者他一起生活，或者，他还没准备好接受一双挑剔自己的双眼长久地实时地盯着他。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Lit5bm05Lq65b6I54Sm6JmR77yM5Y+v5Lmf5rKh6YKj5LmI552A5oCl44CC5LuW5LiN5ruh5oSP55qE6LaF5biC55qE5bel5L2c77yM5Y+v5Lmf5rKh5oOz6YCf6YCf56a76IGM44CC5LuW5q2j5Zyo5bqm6L+H6IGM5Lia5LiK55qE5LiA5q616L+H5rih5pyf77yM5Y+v5LuW6L+Y5rKh5oOz5aW96L+Z5q616L+H5rih5pyf5L2V5pe257uT5p2f44CC5LuW5a+56Ieq5bex55qE5Yaz562W5ZKM55yL5rOV5piv5qih57OK55qE77yM5Y+v5LuW5b6I5riF5qWa5bKz54i25a+56L+Z56eN5qih57OK55qE6Zu25a655b+N44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

中年人很焦虑，可也没那么着急。他不满意的超市的工作，可也没想速速离职。他正在度过职业上的一段过渡期，可他还没想好这段过渡期何时结束。他对自己的决策和看法是模糊的，可他很清楚岳父对这种模糊的零容忍。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+56m/5LqG77yM5L2V6Ie06L+c5pyJ54K55YS/5oCV44CC5oCV6Ieq5bex55qE5LyY6ZuF6Ieq5L+h6KKr5ou/552A6Z6t5a2Q5pWy5omT77yM5oCV6Ieq5bex55qE54us5aSE5rKJ5oCd6KKr5Ya35Ziy54Ot6K6977yM5oCV6Ieq5bex55qE6L2s5Z6L5pe25pyf5oiW6ICF5Lq655Sf5ouQ54K55Y+X5Yiw5LiN5oS/5Y+X5Yiw55qE5b2x5ZON5oiW5bmy5omw44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

穿了，何致远有点儿怕。怕自己的优雅自信被拿着鞭子敲打，怕自己的独处沉思被冷嘲热讽，怕自己的转型时期或者人生拐点受到不愿受到的影响或干扰。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiN55+l6YGT5Li65LuA5LmI77yM5LuK5aSc55qE5YyF5pmT5qOg5Lmf5aSx55yg5LqG44CC5aeQ5aa56IGa5Lya5o+Q6LW355S35pyL5Y+L77yM5aW55b6X5LiN5aSa44CB5rKh5aSa55qE5Y+v55Sa6Iez5pyJ54K55LiN5LmQ5oSP44CC5pyx5rWp5Ye65beu5ZCO6Lef5aW555qE5rKf6YCa5b6I5bCR77yM5bCR5b6X5LiN5YOP5piv5q2j5bi45oOF5L6j44CC5pmT5qOg5Y+R6L+H5Y675LiJ5LqU5p2h5L+h5oGv77yM5LuW5omN5Zue5LiA5p2h6L+Y5Zue5b6X566A55+t5peg5oOF44CB57yT5oWi5peg5q+U44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

不知道为什么，今夜的包晓棠也失眠了。姐妹聚会提起男朋友，她得不多、没多的可甚至有点不乐意。朱浩出差后跟她的沟通很少，少得不像是正常情侣。晓棠发过去三五条信息，他才回一条还回得简短无情、缓慢无比。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

她隐约感觉自己受到了冷落——这岂不是明自己已然陷进去了！包晓棠有点吃惊，她笃定自己还没有爱上朱浩。从欣赏到喜欢，这中间几乎是零距离的；从喜欢到爱，中间隔着漫长的路程，有时候是无法跨越的山川。自己不至于这么快沦陷了吧！可是，为何深夜一点多了她每隔几分钟看下微信翻一翻两饶对话录。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pS+5Lmf5pS+5LiN5LiL77yM5oOz5omT55S16K+d5Y+I5LiN5Y+v5Lul44CC5oGL5Lq65LmL6Ze055qE5ri45oiP5aW55oeC5b6X77yM6LCB5YWI5omT55S16K+d6LCB5L6/5YWI6L6T5LqG77yM6LCB5YWI552A5oCl5piO6LCB5YWI57y05qKw77yM6LCB5YWI6Iej5pyN5oSP5ZGz552A5b6A5ZCO6LCB5bCG5aSE5LqO5LiL5L2N44CC5aaC5q2k5bm856ia6ICM5L2O57qn55qE5ri45oiP77yM5Y205Zyo5pqn5pin5oiW5Yia5q2l5YWl5oGL54ix5Lit55qE5Lq65LmL6Ze077yM5pmu6YGN5Yiw5pmu5Y+K55Sa6Iez5pmu6YCC44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

放也放不下，想打电话又不可以。恋人之间的游戏她懂得，谁先打电话谁便先输了，谁先着急明谁先缴械，谁先臣服意味着往后谁将处于下位。如此幼稚而低级的游戏，却在暧昧或刚步入恋爱中的人之间，普遍到普及甚至普适。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiA5Liq5peg5by556qX55qE56uZ77yM5pS26JeP5Lmm562+5LiL5qyh5LiN6L+36Lev77yM5peg5bm/5ZGK5YWN6LS56ZiF6K+777yBPC9wPg=='));</script>

一个无弹窗的站，收藏书签下次不迷路，无广告免费阅读！<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5o2u6K+05pm65ZWG6auY55qE5Lq677yM5LiA55y85bCx6IO96K6w5L2P5a6B5LiA5Lit5paH572R5Z+f5ZCNPC9wPg=='));</script>

据说智商高的人，一眼就能记住宁一中文网域名<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5o6o6I2Q6YO95biC5aSn56We6ICB5pa95paw5LmmOjwvcD4='));</script>

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