59中 枕地盖天悲从中来 撕心裂肺怒决离婚（1 / 2）

<h3>59中 枕地盖天悲从中来 撕心裂肺怒决离婚（第1页）</h3><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiA56eS6K6w5L2P44CQeGlhb3lhbndlbnh1ZeOAkeeyvuW9qeaXoOW8ueeql+WFjei0ue+8geW9k+acieS6uua3sea3seWHneinhuS9oOaXtu+8jOS4jeeuoemalOedgOWkmui/nO+8jOeahuiDveaEn+W6lOW+l+WIsOOAgumSn+eQhui1sOWQju+8jOiAgeaxiemSn+iDveabvuacneWQjumdoueen+S6huS4gOecvO+8jOinieacieS6uu+8jOWbnuWktOaXtuWPiOepuuiNoeS4gOeJh+OAgjwvcD4='));</script>

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昨夜的腰伤今晨加重了，老迈的肉身加上一层僵硬一层沉重，连走路尚且不利索何况站着清扫几里长的街道呢——钟能今早扫地的速度明显不及往常。握着十来斤大扫帚的两只黑手，每每朝左扫一下，胳膊带动腰身扭一下，腰窝子那儿便抽痛一下。还好，疼痛压住了悲伤。老人所有的注意力，全放在了应付疼痛上。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+55a855eb5Y+v5pWM77yM5peg5pyb55qE5oKy5Lyk5ZGi77yfPC9wPg=='));</script>

疼痛可敌，无望的悲伤呢？<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

钟能常气自己，气自己窝囊没出息，气自己软弱没脾气，气自己无能也无用。钟能、钟能，有何能处？世上这么多人，拢共一看只有男人女人，细细琢磨有男人婆的女人、有女人样的男人，有既办大事又顾家的女人，有能屈能伸里外皆能成的男人……人之种种，岂是性别可以局限的。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZKf6IO95bi45rCU6Ieq5bex5rKh6aqo5rCU77yM5LiN5aaC6ams5p2R6ZW/6YKj6Iis5pyJ6IO96ICQ5pyJ5oCn5a2Q77yM6YeM6YeM5aSW5aSW6ZWH5b6X5L2P77yM5YOP5Liq5q2j57uP5YWr55m+55qE5YyX5pa55rGJ5a2Q5Y+X5Lq65pWs6YeN44CC5Y+N6KeC6Ieq5bex77yM5Zyo6L+Z5Liq5a625bqt6YeM77yM5pu05YOP5piv5Liq6ICB5amG5a2Q44CC6ZKf6IO95YGc6ISa5ZOA5Y+56aG66aG65rCU5YS/77yM6ICM5ZCO57un57ut5o+Q552A5aSn5omr5bia5bel5L2c44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

钟能常气自己没骨气，不如马村长那般有能耐有性子，里里外外镇得住，像个正经八百的北方汉子受人敬重。反观自己，在这个家庭里，更像是个老婆子。钟能停脚哀叹顺顺气儿，而后继续提着大扫帚工作。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

他也有过荣耀的受人敬重的时候，该是在村里，在钟理考上大学以后。九十年代初的大学学费贵得吓人，即便申请了助学贷款钟理的住宿费、课本费、生活费也如大山一般压得老人喘不过来气儿。那时候他为了孩子豁出去了，他在钟家湾的小卖部门口贴了一张红纸黑字的告示，写着为了给娃儿凑学费，愿意给人犁地，一亩地十块钱……往事逼人，钟能掏出手巾擦了一把泪。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6L+Z6K+l5piv6Ieq5bex6L+Z5LiA6L6I5a2Q5bmy5b6X5pyA5pyA5ryC5Lqu55qE5LiA5Lu25LqL5ZCn44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

这该是自己这一辈子干得最最漂亮的一件事吧。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

告示一出，在村里大半生默默无闻、被习惯忽视的他忽然间成了钟家湾的红人，街坊不好意思请他犁地，没少给他介绍其他村的活计。那两三年，每到开春或秋后，他常常扛着一把五六十斤的犁，牵着一头十来年的老黄牛，在黎明或黄昏时出现在村里或从别村回钟家湾的路上。人怜他不易，有时留顿饭，他也嘻哈得不客气，毕竟一顿饭在他眼里也是几毛钱的算计和生计。每当皱巴巴、有裂口或者卷成细卷的十块钱递到他手里时，那份心酸几人能懂？<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Lmd5Y2B5bm05Luj5Lit77yM5LuW5LiA5Liq5Zyw5Zyw6YGT6YGT55qE5Yac5rCR5q2j5piv6Z2g552A56eN5Zyw44CB5omT5rOl5rC05bel44CB57uZ5Lq654qB5Zyw5bCG5LiA5Liq55yB5YaF5o6S6KGM5YmN5LqU55qE5aSn5a2m55qE5aSn5a2m55Sf5L6b5LqG5Ye65p2l44CC5q2k5ZCO5Y2B5bm077yM6ZKf5a625rm+5rKh5pyJ5LiA5Liq5aSn5a2m55Sf55qE5a2m5qCh5pu+6LaF6L+H6Ieq5bex55qE5YS/5a2Q44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

九十年代中，他一个地地道道的农民正是靠着种地、打泥水工、给人犁地将一个省内排行前五的大学的大学生供了出来。此后十年，钟家湾没有一个大学生的学校曾超过自己的儿子。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6L+Z6K+l5piv6Ieq5bex6L+Z6L6I5a2Q5bmy5b6X5pyA5ryC5Lqu55qE5LiA5Lu25LqL5LqG5ZCn44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

这该是自己这辈子干得最漂亮的一件事了吧。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZKf6IO96am76Laz77yM5o+J5LqG5o+J6IWw56qd5a2Q77yM57un57ut5omr5Zyw44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

钟能驻足，揉了揉腰窝子，继续扫地。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Lq66Ze05aSn5Zyw5riF5YeJ77yM5Z+O5biC6L+Y5Zyo5pqW552h77yM5aS05LiK55m+6bif5qyi5ZW877yM6K+V6Zeu5Li66LCB77yfPC9wPg=='));</script>

人间大地清凉，城市还在暖睡，头上百鸟欢啼，试问为谁？<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

平凡又平庸的钟能，顾恋着平凡又平庸的生命。他不是英雄不是人杰，他一个清洁工再卑微，也无限眷恋着这物华天宝的花花世界，即便不能将之拥入在手，有生之年看一看楼群人群、赏一赏霓虹夜景、吹一吹芳香之风，也算不白活一场。何况他还有含饴弄孙之乐，还有劳作之乐，还有古稀之乐，还有眼耳鼻舌之乐，还有呼吸吞吐之乐……<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZKf6IO96Ium5LqO5peg55So77yM5LmQ5LqO5rS7552A44CC5aW95q275LiN5aaC6LWW5rS7552A77yM56Oo552A56Oo552A77yM6K+05LiN5a6a5aW95pel5a2Q5Lya5p2l44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

钟能苦于无用，乐于活着。好死不如赖活着，磨着磨着，说不定好日子会来。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

包晓星一早不到六点起床，赶着去农批市场接儿子。在钟家铺子的不远处，六点半时她等到儿子出来了。莫名欢喜，每天早上一见儿子莫名欢喜。学成自己起床、自己洗漱、自己收拾好以后，提着大包小包出了铺子，朝往常和妈妈汇合的角落奔去。灰黄的路灯下，包晓星接过儿子手里的书包及其水杯等，自己右手拎着拿着，腾出左手拉着儿子柔软温暖的小手出了市场。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

照例，母子俩先去吃早餐。昨晚晓星早打算好了，今天时间充足她准备带孩子去吃他最爱的豆腐脑，那家豆腐脑稍远一点，一路上晓星拉着儿子走得飞快。进了早餐店以后，晓星安顿儿子在角落的空桌坐下，将一众东西放好后她急去点餐——咸汤豆腐脑、三个水煎包、小碗红豆粥、一个肉包子，均是儿子最爱吃的。吃早餐时母子俩最是默契，学成能吃多少吃多少，吃不完的刚好晓星兜底，既省钱又让孩子吃得开心。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiA5qC35LiA5qC356uv5p2l5Lul5ZCO77yM5pmT5pif5Yia5Z2Q5LiL77yM5LuO6Ieq5bex55qE5biD5YWc6YeM5o6P5Ye65LiA5bCP6aWt55uS55qE5rC054Wu6bmM6bmR6JuL5ZKM5LiA5Liq54yV54y05qGD77yM6L+Z5piv5aW55YmN5LiA5pma5Li65YS/5a2Q5o+Q5YmN5aSH5aW955qE44CC5a2m5oiQ5L2O5aS05ZCD6LGG6IWQ6ISR55qE5pe25YCZ77yM5pmT5pif5Zyo6L655LiK57uZ5YS/5a2Q5Yml6JuL5aOz5ZKM5p6c55qu44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

一样一样端来以后，晓星刚坐下，从自己的布兜里掏出一小饭盒的水煮鹌鹑蛋和一个猕猴桃，这是她前一晚为儿子提前备好的。学成低头吃豆腐脑的时候，晓星在边上给儿子剥蛋壳和果皮。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5aSa5ZCD54K577yB5ZCD6aWx5LqG5a2m5Lmg5pyJ5Yqy5YS/77yB4oCd5pmT5pif56yR552A5Yml5aW95LiA6aKX6bmM6bmR6JuL5pS+6L+b5a2m5oiQ6Z2i5YmN55qE6LGG6IWQ6ISR6YeM44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“多吃点！吃饱了学习有劲儿！”晓星笑着剥好一颗鹌鹑蛋放进学成面前的豆腐脑里。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5a2m5oiQ5LiA55u05L2O5aS05ZCD6aWt77yM5LuO5Ye65LqG6ZO65a2Q5Yiw546w5Zyo77yM5LuW5Ly85LmO5LiA55u05L2O552A5aS044CC5Yml5LqG5LiJ6aKX6bmM6bmR6JuL77yM6KeJ5pe26Ze05bCa5pep77yM5b2T5aaI55qE5b+N5LiN5L2P5Yed6KeG5YS/5a2Q44CC55uu5LiL77yM5aW55pyA5bm456aP55qE5LqL5oOF5L6/5piv55yL5YS/5a2Q5ZCD6aWt5LqG44CC5LiA6Lev6LWw5p2l77yM5YWJ57q/5piP5pqX44CB6ISa5q2l5YyG5b+Z77yM5q2k5Yi75YyF5pmT5pif5LiA5oqs5aS06LCc5LiA6Iis5Zyw55uv552A4oCU4oCU5oOK5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

学成一直低头吃饭，从出了铺子到现在，他似乎一直低着头。剥了三颗鹌鹑蛋，觉时间尚早，当妈的忍不住凝视儿子。目下，她最幸福的事情便是看儿子吃饭了。一路走来，光线昏暗、脚步匆忙，此刻包晓星一抬头谜一般地盯着——惊了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5Y+z6IS45oCO5LmI5LqG77yf5oCO5LmI6L+Z5LmI57qi77yB4oCd5YyF5pmT5pif5b+r6K+t6auY5aOw6Zeu44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你右脸怎么了？怎么这么红！”包晓星快语高声问。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Zev4oCm4oCm5LiN55+l6YGT77yM552h6KeJ552h55qE4oCm4oCm4oCd5a2m5oiQ5aS05Lmf5rKh5oqs77yM5Lmf5rKh55yL5aaI5aaI77yM5aSn5Y+j5aSn5Y+j5Zyw5YGH6KOF5ZCD5b6X5b6I5Zeo44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“嗯……不知道，睡觉睡的……”学成头也没抬，也没看妈妈，大口大口地假装吃得很嗨。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pmT5pif6KeJ5a+f77yM5pS+5LiL5omL6YeM55qE5Lic6KW/77yM55So6aSQ5be+57q45pOm5LqG5pOm5omL77yM54S25ZCO5Ly45omL5om26LW35oiQ5oiQ55qE5LiL5be044CC5Y+q6KeB5bCP5a2p5pW05Liq5Y+z6IS46YCa57qi6IK/6IOA77yM5pyA5Y+v5oCW55qE5piv5a2p5a2Q55qE5Y+z55y855y855m95YWo5oiQ5LqG6KGA57qi77yM6LWr5LiA55yL54m55Yir5ZCT5Lq677yM55y855qu5ZCn5ZeS5ZCn5ZeS55yo5Liq5LiN5YGc77yM5YOP5piv5oCV5YWJ5Y+R55a844CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

晓星觉察，放下手里的东西，用餐巾纸擦了擦手，然后伸手扶起成成的下巴。只见小孩整个右脸通红肿胀，最可怖的是孩子的右眼眼白全成了血红，赫一看特别吓人，眼皮吧嗒吧嗒眨个不停，像是怕光发疼。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5a2m5oiQ5pyb552A5aaI5aaI77yM5bem55y85raM5Ye65rOq6Iqx77yM5rOq5Lit5ruh5piv5peg5Yqp44CB5aeU5bGI44CB5b+n5Lyk4oCm4oCmPC9wPg=='));</script>

学成望着妈妈，左眼涌出泪花，泪中满是无助、委屈、忧伤……<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pmT5pif5b+D6YeM5LiA5rKJ77yM54mZ5YWz57Sn5ZKs44CC5aW555yL5LiN5LiL5Y675LqG77yM5YGH6KOF5peg5LqL77yM57un57ut5Yml6bmM6bmR6JuL44CC5q+P5Yml5a6M5LiA6aKX5L6/5bCG6Zuq55m955qE5bCP6JuL5pS+6L+b5YS/5a2Q5rSS5ruh6Jm+5LuB44CB6aaZ6I+c5ZKM6L6j5qSS5rK555qE6LGG6IWQ6ISR6YeM44CC5YyX5pa555qE6LGG6IWQ6ISR55yf5piv5aW95ZCD77yM6L+Z5LmI5aSa5bm05LqG77yM5aW55pyA54ix5ZCD77yM5YS/5a2Q5Lmf5pyA54ix5ZCD77yM5Y+v5oOc5Y2X5pa557ud5bCR44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

晓星心里一沉，牙关紧咬。她看不下去了，假装无事，继续剥鹌鹑蛋。每剥完一颗便将雪白的小蛋放进儿子洒满虾仁、香菜和辣椒油的豆腐脑里。北方的豆腐脑真是好吃，这么多年了，她最爱吃，儿子也最爱吃，可惜南方绝少。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pGG5Zyo5YyF5pmT5pif55y85YmN55qE57qi6LGG57Kl6YeM6JC95LiL5LqG5Yeg5ru054Ot5rOq44CC5aW55Yqq5Yqb5L2/6Ieq5bex5bmz6Z2Z77yM5Yqq5Yqb55So6Ieq5bex55qE5bmz6Z2Z5oSf5p+T5YS/5a2Q44CC5Y+v5a2m5oiQ5aaC5bCP54yr5LiA6Iis6Lqy6Lqy6Zeq6Zeq5Y+I5YWL5Yi25LiN5L2P5Zyw5pyb552A5aaI5aaI77yM6YKj55y856We5Y+r5Lq65b+D56KO44CC5Y6f5pys5aW95aW955qE5LiA6aG/5Liw55ub5pep6aSQ77yM5b+954S26Ze056m65rCU55+t57y677yM5oKE5peg5aOw5oGv77yM5pe25pat5pe25YGc44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

摆在包晓星眼前的红豆粥里落下了几滴热泪。她努力使自己平静，努力用自己的平静感染儿子。可学成如小猫一般躲躲闪闪又克制不住地望着妈妈，那眼神叫人心碎。原本好好的一顿丰盛早餐，忽然间空气短缺，悄无声息，时断时停。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6LW257Sn5ZCD77yB4oCd5YyF5pmT5pif5LiA5Ye65Y+j5aOw6Z+z5ZO95ZK977yM5aW56LW257Sn5riF5LqG5riF5ZeT5YS/77yM5bCG5rOo5oSP5Yqb6L2s56e75Yiw5Yml54yV54y05qGD5LiK44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“赶紧吃！”包晓星一出口声音哽咽，她赶紧清了清嗓儿，将注意力转移到剥猕猴桃上。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZqU5LqG5Lik5YiG6ZKf77yM5a2m5oiQ5oem5oem5Zyw6K+04oCc5ZCD6aWx5LqG44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

隔了两分钟，学成懦懦地说“吃饱了。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

晓星一看，桌上剩了好多——那是儿子留给她的。这一两年条件不好她省吃俭用，在她的推让之下，儿子也学会了推让，知道将最好的永远要留给妈妈或爷爷或姐姐一半。晓星哪里吃得下去，鼻头冷不防地掉了一串儿清澈的鼻涕。等孩子吃完水果擦完嘴，她收拾东西，付账以后拉着儿子出了早餐店。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Y6f5pys5q+N5a2Q5L+p5omL5ouJ5omL6aOe5aWU55qE6YKj5p2h5Y675a2m5qCh55qE57u/6I2r5bCP6Lev77yM5LuK5pel6LWw5b6X5byC5bi457yT5oWi44CC5Zyo5YmN55qE5pmT5pif6KeB5YS/5a2Q55qE5Y+z55y857qi5b6X5ZCT5Lq677yM5LiN566h5a2m5oiQ54+t5Li75Lu75q2k5Yi75piv5ZCm5pa55L6/77yM5aW555u05o6l57uZ54+t5Li75Lu75omT55S16K+d6K+35LqG5Liq5YGH77yM6ICM5ZCO5bim552A5YS/5a2Q5Y675Yy76Zmi55qE5oCl6K+K56eR77yM6Lev5LiK55So5b6u5L+h5ZCR5pyN6KOF5bqX6ICB5p2/5pu55paM6K+35LqG5Y2K5aSp5YGH44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

原本母子俩手拉手飞奔的那条去学校的绿荫小路，今日走得异常缓慢。在前的晓星见儿子的右眼红得吓人，不管学成班主任此刻是否方便，她直接给班主任打电话请了个假，而后带着儿子去医院的急诊科，路上用微信向服装店老板曹斌请了半天假。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5q2k5Yi777yM5re36LSm55qE6ZKf55CG5q2j5Zyo5pyN6KOF5bqX6Zeo5Y+j562J552A5aW544CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

此刻，混账的钟理正在服装店门口等着她。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5o6S6Zif5oyC5Y+344CB5byA5Y2V5a2Q57y06LS544CB562J5Y+r5Y+35ouN54mH5a2Q4oCm4oCm5Z2Q5Zyo5YCZ6K+K5Yy655qE5YyF5pmT5pif6Zmq552A5YS/5a2Q77yM5LuO5aeL6Iez57uI6buY6buY5peg6KiA44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

排队挂号、开单子缴费、等叫号拍片子……坐在候诊区的包晓星陪着儿子，从始至终默默无言。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pe25YWJ5aaC5q2k6Zq+54as44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

时光如此难熬。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pin5b+D6Ieq6Zeu77yM6Ieq5bex5Yiw5bqV5YGa5LqG5LuA5LmI77yM5Li65L2V6K6p6Ieq5bex55qE5YS/5a2Q5b+N5Y+X6L+Z56eN5oqY56Oo77yf5LiN5pe26Z2Z6Z2Z5oq55rOq55qE5pmT5pif5aW95aSa5qyh5b+r57u35LiN5L2P5LqG4oCU4oCU6KeJ6Ieq5bex5pKR5LiN5Yqo5LqG44CB6KeJ5aW555qE5aSp6KaB5aGM5LqG44CB6KeJ6Ieq5bex5rS75LiN5LiL5Y675LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

昧心自问，自己到底做了什么，为何让自己的儿子忍受这种折磨？不时静静抹泪的晓星好多次快绷不住了——觉自己撑不动了、觉她的天要塌了、觉自己活不下去了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

学成去拍片子的时候，包晓星一人躲在女厕所里，哭得抑制不住、无法无天，悲痛中她在小小的格子里狠狠地扇了自己三个耳光——狠狠地扇，几乎用尽了她的力气！那耳光在狭小的空间里回声惊人，那耳光声大得镇住了往来的，那耳光扇得她右脸火辣辣的。钟理用了多大的劲儿她也用多大的劲儿，可她脸上的痛每一分放在儿子身上就是十分。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5aW55oGo6Ieq5bex5oCq6Ieq5bex44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

她恨自己怪自己。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5aW55Yiw5bqV6K+l5oCO5LmI5YGa77yf5Li65LqG5LuW5Y205a6z5LqG5LuW44CC6K+05a6e6K+d77yM6L+Z5q615ama5ae75LqO5aW56ICM6KiA5bey57uP56C056KO77yM5Li65LqG5YS/5aWz5aW55LiA5b+N5YaN5b+N44CC5oC76KeJ5b6X6L+Y5pyJ5biM5pyb77yM5oC76KeJ5b6X5LiA5YiH6L+Y5pyJ5pWR44CC5aW55aSx55yg5pe25bm75oOz552A5Lmf6K646ZO65a2Q5Lii57uZ5LuW5Lul5ZCO5Lya5pyJ6L2s5py644CB5Lmf6K645LuW546w5Zyo5Zad6YWS5rKh5Lul5YmN6YKj5LmI5Lil6YeN5LqG44CB5Lmf6K645qKF5qKF5oiW5pe26Ze05Lya5pS55Y+Y5LuW4oCm4oCmPC9wPg=='));</script>

她到底该怎么做？为了他却害了他。说实话，这段婚姻于她而言已经破碎，为了儿女她一忍再忍。总觉得还有希望，总觉得一切还有救。她失眠时幻想着也许铺子丢给他以后会有转机、也许他现在喝酒没以前那么严重了、也许梅梅或时间会改变他……<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5aW55Lul5Li65L+d5oyB5a625bqt55qE5a6M5pW05piv57uZ5LqG5YS/5a2Q5LiA5Liq5pyA5aW955qE56ul5bm077yM5Y+v5piv5aaC5LuK77yM6K6p5LuW56ul5bm05Y+Y5oiQ6Zi05b2x55qE5q2j5piv5aW55Z2a5oyB55qE5a6M5pW044CC5aW55Yiw5bqV5Zyo5bmy5LuA5LmI77yfPC9wPg=='));</script>

她以为保持家庭的完整是给了儿子一个最好的童年，可是如今，让他童年变成阴影的正是她坚持的完整。她到底在干什么？<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5YyF5pmT5pif5Zyo5Y6V5omA6YeM5oKy5b6X6ay85ZOt54u85ZqO77yM5ZOq566h5p2l5p2l5b6A5b6A55qE5Lq65ZCs552A44CB5oOK552A44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

包晓星在厕所里悲得鬼哭狼嚎，哪管来来往往的人听着、惊着。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

明知这么多年钟理暴躁常常动手，自己为何无动于衷？是因为她觉得轻轻地打可以被容忍吗？是因为她觉得无来由的暴力只要不伤得重都可以被容忍的吗？是因为她觉得学成所受的打她认为可被容忍吗？为何今天，她看到儿子肿大的脸蛋、血红的眼睛和异常扑闪的眼皮忽然歇斯底里？是因为她觉得钟理这一次的暴行超出了她的底线吗？<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Li65L2V5LiA5Liq5YWr5bKB5a2p5a2Q5omA5Y+X55qE5Lyk5a6z77yM6KaB5Lul5aW54oCU4oCU5LiA5Liq5oiQ5bm05Lq64oCU4oCU5omA6LCT55qE5om/5Y+X5Yqb5Li65YeG5ZGi77yfPC9wPg=='));</script>

为何一个八岁孩子所受的伤害，要以她——一个成年人——所谓的承受力为准呢？<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiA5YiH5a625bqt5pq05Yqb5Zyo57uI5q2i5LmL5YmN77yM5pa95pq06ICF5LmL5aSW55qE5YW25LuW5a626ZW/5Z2H566X5L2c5biu5Ye24oCU4oCU6Zq+5Lul5a695oGV55qE5biu5Ye244CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

一切家庭暴力在终止之前，施暴者之外的其他家长均算作帮凶——难以宽恕的帮凶。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Li65L2V5aW56L+Z5LmI5aSa5bm05LiA55u05a655b+N6Ieq5bex55qE6aqo6IKJ6KKr5peg5p2l55Sx5Zyw55eb5omT77yf5piv5Zug5Li65aW55bCP5pe25YCZ5Lmf5bi46KKr54i25q+N5omT5ZCX77yf5Y+v5a2m5oiQ5omA5om/5Y+X55qE5LiO5aW55omA5om/5Y+X55qE5a6M5YWo5LiN5LiA5qC34oCU4oCU5oCn6LSo5oiq54S25LiN5ZCM44CC5aW555yL5LiN5Ye65pq05Yqb5Y+X5a6z5ZKM5qON5qOS5pWZ6IKy55qE5Yy65Yir5ZCX77yf5oCV5piv5aW55LiN5oS/5oSP55yL5Ye65p2l5ZCn44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

为何她这么多年一直容忍自己的骨肉被无来由地痛打？是因为她小时候也常被父母打吗？可学成所承受的与她所承受的完全不一样——性质截然不同。她看不出暴力受害和棍棒教育的区别吗？怕是她不愿意看出来吧。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5YyF5pmT5pif5oGo6Ieq5bex77yM5p+Q56eN56iL5bqm5LiK5p2l6K+077yM5a2m5oiQ55qE5LuK5aSp77yM5aW55L2c5Li65Lqy55Sf5q+N5Lqy5pyJ552A5LiN5Y+v5o6o5Y2455qE6LSj5Lu744CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

包晓星恨自己，某种程度上来说，学成的今天，她作为亲生母亲有着不可推卸的责任。