62上 马兴邦沦为流离 包晓棠突围平凡（2 / 2）

人生绕啊绕地，又绕到了一个饶辛酸池里。人类所有的极端消极情绪均适合独自蘸汁品尝，快乐却需要客人，没有客人，主饶快乐将寡淡无味、没有意思。

请勿开启浏览器阅读模式，否则将导致章节内容缺失及无法阅读下一章。<h3>62上 马兴邦沦为流离 包晓棠突围平凡（第2页）</h3><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ams5YW06YKm5oOz6L+H57uZ5aa55a2Q5omT55S16K+d77yM6L+Z5Lqb5bm05LuW5LiA5ZCs5aa55a2Q5oqx5oCo5ZKS6aqC44CB5omT5oql5ZGK44CB57KX6Juu6K+d5bi45rip5pqW5b6X5LqG5LiN5b6X77yM5Y+v5q2k5pe25q2k5Yi755qE6Ieq5bex5LiN6YCC5ZCI6Lef5Lu75L2V5Lq65o6l6Kem44CC5aSx6LSl5aaC5ZCM55if55ar77yM5raI5rKJ5aW95q+U5rWB5oSf77yM5LuW5oCV6Ieq5bex5peg5rOV5omT5o2e55qE5raI5rKJ5Lyg5p+T57uZ5Yir5Lq644CC5LyX5oCP5oCP5LiN5aaC54us5oCP5oCP44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

马兴邦想过给妹子打电话，这些年他一听妹子抱怨咒骂、打报告、粗蛮话常温暖得了不得，可此时此刻的自己不适合跟任何人接触。失败如同瘟疫，消沉好比流感，他怕自己无法打捞的消沉传染给别人。众怏怏不如独怏怏。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6L+Z5aSn5Y2K55Sf77yM5LuW5b+D57+857+85Zyw5a+55b6F5ZG96L+Q77yM5ZG96L+Q5Y205a+55LuW5aeL57uI5LiN5Y+L5aW944CC5b+D6YeM5Y2z5L6/5YaN5LiN6IiS5pyN77yM5YW06YKm5Lmf5LiN5oS/5oSP5oqx5oCo5ZG96ZiF5YWs5YWB44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

这大半生，他心翼翼地对待命运，命运却对他始终不友好。心里即便再不舒服，兴邦也不愿意抱怨命阅公允。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Liw5a+M5pyJ6Laj44CB5amJ6L2s5Yqo6I2h55qE5Lq655Sf77yM5bi45Z+L6JeP552A5b6I5aSa54K45by577yM5Li75Lq65YWs5bi45bi45LiN55+l6YGT6L+Z5LiA5q616Lev5LiK6Lip552A55qE5piv5bm46L+Q6L+Y5piv5q2756We44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

丰富有趣、婉转动荡的人生，常埋藏着很多炸弹，主人公常常不知道这一段路上踩着的是幸运还是死神。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5o6l5LiL5p2l5YGa5LuA5LmI77yf6ams5YW06YKm6Ieq5bex5Lmf5om+5LiN552A6Zeo6Lev44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

接下来做什么？马兴邦自己也找不着门路。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5bm06L2755qE5pe25YCZ77yM5q+P5Liq5Lq65Z2H5pyJ5peg6ZmQ56eN5Y+v6IO977yM5Lq65Lus5Lya5Lul5aSa5Li66IO944CC5q2l5YWl5Lit5bm077yM5aSa5oiQ5LqG5pyA5aSn55qE56W45a6z77yM5omL5o+h5LiA5Liq5Y+N5YCS5oiQ5LqG6L+r5YiH6L+95rGC44CC5YW06YKm5omA5Lyk77yM5peg6Z2e5piv5a6244CC5pyJ5a6255qE6bih6aOe54uX6Lez77yM5rKh5a6255qE5qKm6YeM5Z6C5raO44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

年轻的时候，每个人均有无限种可能，人们会以多为能。步入中年，多成了最大的祸害，手握一个反倒成了迫切追求。兴邦所伤，无非是家。有家的鸡飞狗跳，没家的梦里垂涎。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5o6l5LiL5p2l5YGa5LuA5LmI77yf6L+Z5Liq6Zeu6aKY5YW06YKm5Yeg5LmO5q+P6ZqU5LiA5Lya5YS/5L6/6Ieq6Zeu5LiA5qyh44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

接下来做什么？这个问题兴邦几乎每隔一会儿便自问一次。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

做投资？没本钱；开厂子？做什么、去哪里；打工的话，在哪个城盛自己是否适合。中年之难，无过重新开始。当初为了这间厂子他欢欣鼓舞，动用一切可动用的关系、透支一切可透支的财力，如今几年功夫悄然落幕、这般结局，对别人来许是个笑话，对他来，倾注心血、孤注一掷之后的失败，像断送了半条命。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

刘备的两川之地得来不易失之匆匆，无怪乎先主七百里连营大败以后，无颜回西川，在白帝城里一命呜呼。孙权虎踞江东三代之久，到了孙浩手里摧枯拉朽没便没，试问征战一生的东吴大将如何忍得了江山拱手送人。曹操耗尽一生率众将一仗一仗打出来的北魏，后被三马设计吞掉。人这辈子，面对物华宝、珠光宝气的世界，稳稳握住的可能和机会少之又少。选定了一条路之后，死心塌地地往前冲，是幸、大幸。倘耗费多年、鬓角花白，结局却是个失败，这局面，如何评牛<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

这一马桂英在上海见了两家大客户，在客户公司里签了合同以后，简要地谈及参展期间最关切的问题。比如展位装修方有没有找到、价格如何、需不需要安科展从中斡旋；比如参展期间有没有避讳的对头、特别想见的行业大佬或者是上下游需安科展引荐的潜在客户；比如参展前酒店的预定、主要的联络人、活动的举办和参与、需主办方配合的工作……每见客户，桂英必用本本将这些事情记下来，以待展会期间更好地为客户服务。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

上午和下午见的这两家公司作为东道主欲请马经理吃饭，毕竟两边不在一个城市，仅靠展会期间的维系略显单薄，饭桌上引荐引荐公司相关的人物，了解了解行业动态，必要而重要。奈何，两家邀请均被桂英以胃出血、不能喝酒、出差任务重为由礼貌拒绝。不喝酒的马经理反思不喝酒的好处，不仅保护了身体，还大大提升了工作效率，且并未伤彼此之间的和气与合作。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

下午桂英直奔火车站，致远带着行李已经在车站等候了。夫妻俩在车站吃了晚饭，直接坐上了去杭州的高铁。晚上九点到了杭州那边预定的宾馆，致远收拾东西，桂英在忙工作。第二见了杭州的三家客户，晚上又往南京赶。因为有致远的陪同，这一次出差桂英感觉工作效率和效果非常高，谈得顺利、睡得踏实、吃得健康，稍有一两时的间隙致远还能带着她迅速逛一圈景点、买些零碎送家里的老。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Zyo5aSW55qE5aWz5Lq65oOz6LW35aW555Sf5ZG95Lit5pyA5pyA6YeN6KaB55qE5LiJ5Liq55S35Lq64oCU4oCU5LiA5Liq57uG5rC05rWB6ZW/5Zyw6Zmq5Zyo6Lqr6L655LuO5LiN6K6h6L6D77yb5LiA5Liq5ZCs5pyA6L+R6ZOG6Laz5Yqy5YS/5Zyw6Ium5a2m6L+96LW277yb5LiA5Liq5riQ5riQ5Zyw5o6P5Ye655yf5b+D77yM5oS/5oSP5Li65aW554Wn6aG+5aWz5YS/44CB5oS/5oSP5Zyo5Zuw6Zq+5pe25Ye66LWE55u45Yqp44CC5YCN5oSf5bm456aP55qE5aWz5Lq65Zyo5aSW5pu05pyJ5ou85Yqy5YS/77yM5q+P6KeB5a6i5oi36LCI56yR6aOO55Sf44CB6a2F5Yqb5ruh5ruh77yM5ZOq5oCV5piv56ys5LiA5qyh6LCI5ZCI5L2c55qE5paw57uP55CG6KeB5LqG5qGC6Iux5Lqm6L+H55uu5LiN5b+Y44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

在外的女人想起她生命中最最重要的三个男人——一个细水流长地陪在身边从不计较；一个听最近铆足劲儿地苦学追赶；一个渐渐地掏出真心，愿意为她照顾女儿、愿意在困难时出资相助。倍感幸福的女人在外更有拼劲儿，每见客户谈笑风生、魅力满满，哪怕是第一次谈合作的新经理见了桂英亦过目不忘。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Lik5Y+j5a2Q5LiN5Zyo77yM6ICB6ams5aal5aal5Zyw5oiQ5biY5a625Lq644CC5Y6f5pys5LiA5Yiw5pma5LiN5piv6Lq6552A5ZCs5oiP5L6/5piv5Z2Q552A55yL55S16KeG77yM6L+Z5Lik56uf5pyJ5Lqb5pel55CG5LiH5py644CC5LiA5p2l77yM5LuW5b+Z552A54Wn6aG+5ry+5ry+55qE6aWu6aOf6LW35bGF77yM6ICB5aSW5YWs5a+55ry+5ry+55qE54Wn5paZ5aaC5LuK5Yiw5LqG5LqL5peg5beo57uG55qE5Zyw5q2l77yb5LqM5p2l77yM6ICB6ams6L+Y5b6X6aG+552A5LuU5LuU77yM5LuU5LuU6L+Z5Lik5Zue5Yiw5a626L+Y6KaB5YaN5a2m5Zub5Y2B5LqU5YiG6ZKf77yM5pS25ou+5LuW55qE6ISP6KGj6KKc44CB5pW055CG5Lmm5qGM5oi/6Ze044CB5YeG5aSH5aSc5a615rC05p6c5peg5oSP6Ze05oiQ5LqG6ICB6ams55qE5aSc54+t5bel5L2c44CC6ICB5LiJ5Lq65ZCE6Ieq5Lu75Yqh5piO56Gu77yM55u45aSE5b6X5Y2B5YiG6J6N5rS944CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

两口子不在，老马妥妥地成帘家人。原本一到晚不是躺着听戏便是坐着看电视，这两竟有些日理万机。一来，他忙着照顾漾漾的饮食起居，老外公对漾漾的照料如今到了事无巨细的地步；二来，老马还得顾着仔仔，仔仔这两回到家还要再学四十五分钟，收拾他的脏衣袜、整理书桌房间、准备夜宵水果无意间成了老马的夜班工作。老三人各自任务明确，相处得十分融洽。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

修修改改整整两，包晓棠终于做好了自己的新版简历。曾在前公司人事部瞟见应聘一个职位的几百封简历时，晓棠大感求职不易、怀才渺茫，如今自己做简历、重新找工作，兵马未动心理战需准备夯实。与新人竞争脸皮要够厚、面对挫折内心要强大、不论过去只看将来，这一番心理动员、自我激励晓棠老早在进行了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+566A5Y6G5YGa5aW95ZCO77yM5aW55YWI5Y+R6L+b5LqG5oKj6Zq+5aeQ5aa555qE576k6YeM77yM5omT566X6K6p5aSn5aeQ5byg5Y2T5Yeh5biu5aW55qOA5p+l5qOA5p+l5pyJ5rKh5pyJ5piO5pi+55qE6ZSZ6K+v44CC5Y2T5Yeh5oyH5Ye65LqG5LiA54K577yM5pmT5qOg5L+u5pS55Lul5ZCO77yM5bCG5Liq5Lq6566A5Y6G5LiK5Lyg5Yiw5LqG5rGC6IGM572R56uZ5LiK44CC5LiJ5Y2B5LqM5bKB55qE5rGC6IGM5oiY77yM5aaC5q2k5ouJ5byA5bi35bmV44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

简历做好后，她先发进了患难姐妹的群里，打算让大姐张卓凡帮她检查检查有没有明显的错误。卓凡指出了一点，晓棠修改以后，将个人简历上传到了求职网站上。三十二岁的求职战，如此拉开帷幕。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

忙完简历关羚脑已九点半了，学成睡了，姐姐还有一个多时才到家，有这么个空档儿，晓棠寻思做些什么事情自娱自乐一下。姐姐明中午要带的午餐她已经做好了，学成的书包衣物她也收拾完备，自己下一次考试的教材参考书上午买好了，找工作的相关准备正在就绪……闲来无事，她听着歌躺在沙发上刷手机。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

忽然微信上有人在朋友圈推送国画的培训课，一期两千五百元，大概三个月，晓棠好奇打开了广告。广告里晒出了很多学员的作品——梅兰竹菊、梅花鹿、老子骑牛图，还有专门的书法。一时好奇的晓棠跟对方聊了几句，得知培训班所在的地址在附近五公里处，晓棠直接转账报名了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5aW55LiN5oOz6Ieq5bex55qE5Lq655Sf5YOP5aeQ5aeQ5LiA5qC377yM6KKr5p+Q5LiA5qC35Lic6KW/54mi54mi5Zuw5L2P77yM5LiN566h6L+Z5Lic6KW/5Y+r5ama5ae76L+Y5piv5YC65Yqh44CB6LSj5Lu76L+Y5piv5a2p5a2Q44CC5aW55oOz6KaB6Ieq55Sx5ZKM5b+r5LmQ77yM6Ieq55Sx5ZKM5b+r5LmQ5Y+I6ZyA6KaB6L295L2T44CC6L+Z5q615pe26Ze05aW55LiA55u05a+75oCd5LiU5a+75om+6L295L2T77yM5Zue5b+G5bm05bm85pe25pu+5pyJ5q615pe26Ze054m55Yir5Zac5qyi5o+P55S76KKr5a2Q5LiK55qE54mh5Li577yM6L+Z5LmI5aSa5bm057uY55S755qE6LWL5ZKM5r+A5oOF5pu+5aSa5qyh6KKr5ZSk6YaS77yM5Y+v5oOc5YWI5ZCO6KKr546w5a6e5omT5Y6L5LqG5LiL5Y6777yM5aaC5LuK5pyJ5py65Lya5pyJ6LWE6YeR77yM5L2V5LmQ6ICM5LiN5Li644CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

她不想自己的人生像姐姐一样，被某一样东西牢牢困住，不管这东西叫婚姻还是债务、责任还是孩子。她想要自由和快乐，自由和快乐又需要载体。这段时间她一直寻思且寻找载体，回忆年幼时曾有段时间特别喜欢描画被子上的牡丹，这么多年绘画的赋和激情曾多次被唤醒，可惜先后被现实打压了下去，如今有机会有资金，何乐而不为。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

至于那些流行的做蛋糕啊、晒家常菜、做手造啊，也是不错的选项，只是那些流行的无法给自己带来脱离釜—脱离现实和平凡的飘逸和飞升。如果画画不是那个能激发她无敌潜能的选项，那么她会尝试下画油画、画卡通画、画肖像画，或者去尝试潜水、学一门外语、练习滑冰、接触写、做美甲、当网红、去支教、健身跑步、做咖啡、学摄影、打羽毛球、学陶艺、弹吉他、像法国老太太一样跳舞、或者像网上的达人一样回家种野菜……<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6Iyr6Iyr5aSn5Zyw44CB5rWp54Ca6IuN56m577yM5oC75pyJ5LiA5qC35Lic6KW/6IO95aSf5oiQ5Li65a+E5omY5aW555Sf5ZG95Yqb55qE6L295L2T77yM5aW56KaB5YGa55qE5piv5LiN5pat5bCd6K+V44CB5LiN5pat5bCd6K+V5ZKM5LiN5pat5bCd6K+V44CC5b2T5oOK5b+D5Yqo6a2E44CB55S16Zeq6Zu36bij55qE6YKj5LiA5Yi75Yiw5p2l5pe277yM5aW55oS/5Li66IO45Lit5omA54ix6ICM5rS744CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

茫茫大地、浩瀚苍穹，总有一样东西能够成为寄托她生命力的载体，她要做的是不断尝试、不断尝试和不断尝试。当惊心动魄、电闪雷鸣的那一刻到来时，她愿为胸中所爱而活。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5YyF5pmT5qOg5omA6YCJ55qE6Lev5bm26Z2e5rex5aWl57ud6aG277yM5aW55LiN5oOz5b2T5LuA5LmI6Im65pyv5a625ZWK44CB56eR5a2m5a625ZWK5oiW6ICF5LuA5LmI5a6277yM5aW55Y+q5oOz5om+5Yiw5LiA5Liq6K6p5aW554K954OI54eD54On55qE54Gr5pif6ICM5bey77yM5aW55LiN6L+H5piv5oOz6KaB5oq15b6h5pe25YWJ55qE5peg5oOF44CB5bmz5Yeh55qE5Y+v5oCV44CB5LiW5L+X55qE54ut6ZqY5ZKM55Sf5ZG955qE5Y2R5b6u572i5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

包晓棠所选的路并非深奥绝顶，她不想当什么艺术家啊、科学家啊或者什么家，她只想找到一个让她炽烈燃烧的火星而已，她不过是想要抵御时光的无情、平凡的可怕、世俗的狭隘和生命的卑微罢了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+56qB5Zu05bmz5Yeh5ZKM5bmz5bq477yM5ZOq6YKj5LmI5a655piT44CC5pmT5qOg5omA5oCd5Y2V57qv77yM5LiN5pat5Y675bCd6K+V77yM5Zyo5bCd6K+V5Lit5Y+R546w5paw55qE6Ieq5bex77yM5Y+v5Lul5oq15oqX5pqu5rCU5rKJ5rKJ55qE546w5Zyo77yM5Y+v5Lul5oq15oqX5b6q6KeE6LmI55+p55qE5LiW5L+X44CC5aW55bCG6Ieq5bex5bCd6K+V55qE5qCH5YeG5a6a5Li65b+r5LmQ5ZKM5rKu5Lin77yM6ICM6Z2e5oiQ5Yqf5ZKM5aSx6LSl44CC5aW55oOz6K+V5LiA6K+V77yM6ICD5a6M6K+V5Lul5ZCO6L+r5LiN5Y+K5b6F55qE5pmT5qOg5LuO6Ieq5bex5bm85bm05pyA54ix55qE55S755S75YWl5omL44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

突围平凡和平庸，哪那么容易。晓棠所思单纯，不断去尝试，在尝试中发现新的自己，可以抵抗暮气沉沉的现在，可以抵抗循规蹈矩的世俗。她将自己尝试的标准定为快乐和沮丧，而非成功和失败。她想试一试，考完试以后迫不及待的晓棠从自己幼年最爱的画画入手。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5aaC5p6c77yM5pyA5ZCO5Luk5aW55oCm54S25b+D5Yqo55qE5piv5Zue5a6256eN6I+c5oiW5omn6L+3576O55Sy5oiW55S76IKW5YOP55S777yM5aW55oOf5oS/6Ieq5bex5rKQ5rW0552A5b+r5LmQ5Z2a5oyB5LiL5Y6744CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

如果，最后令她怦然心动的是回家种菜或执迷美甲或画肖像画，她惟愿自己沐浴着快乐坚持下去。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5o6o6I2Q6YO95biC5aSn56We6ICB5pa95paw5LmmOjwvcD4='));</script>

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