67中 少年失利老马安慰 女人交迫孔平动心（2 / 2）

“英语是一百一十三，化学七十二分，物理是五十四分，生物六十八分……总分数四百三十八。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5o6S5ZCN4oCm4oCm5o6S5ZCN4oCm4oCm5YWo54+t5LqU5Y2B5LiJ5ZCN4oCm4oCm4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“排名……排名……全班五十三名……”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams5ZCs5LuU5LuU5LiA5Y+l6aG/5LiA5Lya5YS/77yM5pi+54S25Zyo5omT55S16K+d5ZGi44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

老马听仔仔一句顿一会儿，显然在打电话呢。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc54+t6YeM4oCm4oCm5LiA5YWx5YWt5Y2B5LiJ5Liq5Lq64oCm4oCm4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“班里……一共六十三个人……”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams5L6n6ICz5ZCs5Yiw6L+Z6YeM5b+N5LiN5L2P56yR5LqG5LiA5aOw77yM5Y6f5p2l5LuW6ICD5LqG5Liq5YCS5pWw56ys5Y2B77yM6ICB5aS05oCV56yR5aOw6KKr5ZCs6KeB6LW257Sn56yo5ouZ5Zyw5o2C5L2P5LqG5Zi044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

老马侧耳听到这里忍不住笑了一声，原来他考了个倒数第十，老头怕笑声被听见赶紧笨拙地捂住了嘴。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5pWw5a2m5pyJ5Lik5Liq5aSn6aKY5LiN5Lya562U77yM54mp55CG5oSf6KeJ6JC95LiL55qE5pyA5aSa77yM5pyJ5Lqb5Lya5L2G5piv562U6ZSZ5LqG4oCm4oCm4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“数学有两个大题不会答，物理感觉落下的最多，有些会但是答错了……”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Y2B5pyI5Lu96JC95LiL55qE6K++56iL5oiR6Ieq5bex5oWi5oWi6KGl77yM54S25ZCO4oCm4oCm5ZGo5pyr55qE6KGl6K++54+t57un57ut5LiK552A77yM5oiR6KeJ5b6X5Yiw5pyf5pyr6ICD6K+V4oCm4oCm5bqU6K+l6IO95YWo6YOo6KGl5LiK5p2l4oCm4oCm4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“十月份落下的课程我自己慢慢补，然后……周末的补课班继续上着，我觉得到期末考试……应该能全部补上来……”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Zev4oCm4oCm5Zev4oCm4oCm5Zev4oCm4oCm5rKh6L+O4oCm5aW94oCm4oCm4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“嗯……嗯……嗯……没迎…好……”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams54yc5rWL5LuW5bqU6K+l5piv57uZ5LuW54i45omT55S16K+d77yM6KeB5ZCO6Z2i5LiN6K+d5LqG77yM6ICB5aS05oCl5b+Z6LmR5omL6LmR6ISa5Zyw56a75byA5oi/6Zeo5Y+j44CC5LiK5a6M5Y6V5omA5YGH6KOF5Zue5oi/552h6KeJ55qE6ICB5aS077yM5Yia6Lq65LiL5L6/6Zeu5LuU5LuU4oCc6K+24oCm4oCm5L2g5LuK6ICD6K+V6ICD5a6M5LqG5ZCX77yf6ICD5b6X5ZKL5qC377yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

老马猜测他应该是给他爸打电话，见后面不话了，老头急忙蹑手蹑脚地离开房门口。上完厕所假装回房睡觉的老头，刚躺下便问仔仔“诶……你今考试考完了吗？考得咋样？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc54i354i35L2g5L2g6YCX5LiN6YCX77yf5piO5piO5Zyo5aSW6Z2i5YG35ZCs77yM5aSW6Z2i55qE54Gv5YWJ5oqK5L2g55qE5b2x5a2Q5omT5Yiw5oiR6ISa5LiL5LqG77yM6L+Y5pWF5oSP6L+Z5qC36Zeu77yB5pyJ5oSP5oCd5ZCX77yf4oCd5bCR5bm05ZOt56yR5LiN5b6X44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“爷爷你你逗不逗？明明在外面偷听，外面的灯光把你的影子打到我脚下了，还故意这样问！有意思吗？”少年哭笑不得。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZOI5ZOI5ZOI4oCm4oCm4oCd6ICB6ams6IW86IWG5Zyw5ZOI5ZOI5aSn56yR77yM6L2s5aS05a+55LuU5LuU4oCc54i35LiA5pW05Zyo5a6277yM5rKh5Liq5Lq66Lef5oiR5pCt6K+d77yM5aW95LiN5a655piT5o2x5Yiw5L2g5Zue5p2l5LqG77yM5L2g556n5L2g77yM5ou/54i35b2T56m65rCU5Ly855qE44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“哈哈哈……”老马腼腆地哈哈大笑，转头对仔仔“爷一整在家，没个人跟我搭话，好不容易捱到你回来了，你瞧你，拿爷当空气似的。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuU5LuU5LiA5ZCs6ICB5aS06L+Z5qC377yM5b+D6L2v5LqG77yM5LiA6IS45Lin5Zyw6YGT4oCc5LuK6ICD5a6M5oiQ57up5Ye65p2l5LqG77yM56ys5LqM6IqC5pma6Ieq5Lmg5LiK77yM54+t5Li75Lu75Zyo54+t6YeM6K+75oiQ57up77yM5oiR6YCA5q2l5LqG5Yeg5Y2B5ZCN77yM6KKr6ICB5biI5b2T5LyX54K55ZCN5om56K+E77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

仔仔一听老头这样，心软了，一脸丧地道“今考完成绩出来了，第二节晚自习上，班主任在班里读成绩，我退步了几十名，被老师当众点名批评！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g4oCU4oCU5rKh6Lef5aeR5aiY5LiA5qC35ZOt5ZCn77yf4oCd6ICB6ams5Y+W56yR44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“你——没跟姑娘一样哭吧？”老马取笑。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc54i354i35L2g5piv5LiN5piv5pWF5oSP55qE77yB5Lya5LiN5Lya6IGK5ZGA77yB4oCd5LuU5LuU5rCU5b6X5Lik6ISa5Zyo5bqK5LiK5Lmx6Lms44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“爷爷你是不是故意的！会不会聊呀！”仔仔气得两脚在床上乱蹬。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams6KeB5LuW6aqo5a2Q6YeM6L+Y5piv5Liq5a2p5a2Q77yM5LmQ5b6X56yR5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

老马见他骨子里还是个孩子，乐得笑了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZqU5LqG5Lya77yM6ICB5Lq65a625byA6K6y4oCc5L2g5pmT5b6X54i35YOP5L2g6L+Z5LmI5aSn55qE5pe25YCZ77yM5Zyo5bmy5ZWl5Zie77yf5L2g54yc54yc77yM5oiR55yL5L2g5Y6G5Y+y5a2m5b6X5ZKL5qC377yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

隔了会，老人家开讲“你晓得爷像你这么大的时候，在干啥嘞？你猜猜，我看你历史学得咋样？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5Lus55CG56eR5LiN6ICD5Y6G5Y+y77yB5ZKL5L+p5piv5Lik5Liq5LiW55WM55qE5Lq677yM5oiR54yc5LiN552A77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我们理科不考历史！咋俩是两个世界的人，我猜不着！”<h3>67中 少年失利老马安慰 女人交迫孔平动心（第3页）</h3><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

“你猜不着那我告诉你。爷十四五岁的时候，去临近的几个县城要饭吃！到了一个村子，看见门户好的人家直接敲门，开口就问——你能不能给我个馍吃。有些人富有给些吃剩下的半张饼啥的；有些人善良给三五个光溜溜的大馒头；还有些人一见我穿得烂是个叫花子，拎起大扫帚要打我——赶我走呢——嫌叫花子上门不吉利、倒霉头。骂我的、吐口水的、拿鞭子吓唬着赶我的，还有碰上流氓坏蛋直接过来打我的……爷见多了，啥也不怕，也不上心。你给我吃的我收着，你骂我两句我不听，你打我我躲着跑咯，反正我娃娃家跑得溜！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Zue5b+G5aaC6L6j5qSS5rC05LiA5qC357+75raM5LiK5p2l77yM5p2l5YW06Ie055qE6ICB6ams5Z2Q5LqG6LW35p2l77yM5om+5omT54Gr5py654K55rC054Of44CC5LqM5Y2B5aSa5bmz57Gz55qE5oi/6Ze06YeM77yM5LiA5byg5Y2V5Lq65bqK5Zyo5oi/6KW/5YyX6KeS77yM5LiA5byg5Y2V5Lq65bqK5Zyo5oi/5Lic5Y2X6KeS77yM54i35Lik5Liq5Lit6Ze06ZqU552A5Liq5aSn5Lmm5qGM44CC6ICB6ams6YKj5aS55p2C552A5Y6a6YeN5Y6G5Y+y55qE54Of5rCU77yM5LiA54K55LiA54K55Zyw54aP5p+T552A5bCR5bm06L276JaE6aqE5aWi55qE5aS06ISR44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

回忆如辣椒水一样翻涌上来，来兴致的老马坐了起来，找打火机点水烟。二十多平米的房间里，一张单人床在房西北角，一张单人床在房东南角，爷两个中间隔着个大书桌。老马那夹杂着厚重历史的烟气，一点一点地熏染着少年轻薄骄奢的头脑。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

“就这样，爷七八、十来有时一月一个轮回——回家一趟，给家里带一麻袋的馒头疙瘩，要不靠着这要饭要来的馒头疙瘩，你妈她姑、还有两叔靠啥活呀！要地没有一分地，你妈她爷去沟里开点儿荒地被人发现了在喇trpt叭里点名批——评！呵呵……”老马摇了摇头，问外孙道“你晓得爷出去要饭的时候，晚上在哪儿睡？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZOq5YS/77yf4oCd5LuU5LuU5Lik5omL5oqx6IO477yM5bCG6Ieq5bex56qd5Zyo5bqK6KeS77yM6Z2Z6Z2Z5Zyw5ZCs44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“哪儿？”仔仔两手抱胸，将自己窝在床角，静静地听。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

“土埝上，就是土坡！夏好搞，找个麦场随便睡，冬不成，啥也没有，没关系！爷布袋里有个短锨——铁锨，防身用的。黄昏睡觉的时候去地里找个避风的土凹子，挖个大坑睡。你外婆后来老笑话我年轻轻给自己挖坟呢！爷爷告诉你，爷这辈子睡得最踏实的就是那时候在土坑里睡，一个人在山沟里胆子大得狼也不怕！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

“那时候到了冬半年，各家村里隔两殁个人——饿得！有回我在离马家屯几十里地的村里要饭，那啥也没要到，袋里的也吃光了，晚上挖了个大坑睡觉，饿得实在睡不着，要瞌睡了还不敢踏实睡——怕自己饿死了睡过去！实在饿得不行，爷从边上抠疙瘩黄土吃……哎……那晚上我寻思呀，老爷让我活那我第二朝老磕三个响头，老爷让我死，那就死在土坑里，或者被黄土噎死，或者被野狼咬死。结果你猜怎么着？第二真醒了！哎呀我的爷爷呀，我高兴了一，没饭吃也乐得慌。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6YKj5L2g56OV5aS05LqG5ZCX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“那你磕头了吗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6IKv5a6a56OV5LqG77yB5L2g5b+D6YeM5om/6K+65LqG77yM5LiN56OV5aS077yM6KaB5YCS5aSn6ZyJ55qE77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“肯定磕了！你心里承诺了，不磕头，要倒大霉的！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6YKj5L2g5oCO5LmI5LiN5Y675Lq65a625a626YeM5YCf5a6/5ZGi77yf4oCd5bCR5bm05o+Q6Zeu44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“那你怎么不去人家家里借宿呢？”少年提问。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

“呵呵呵……”老马大笑，笑出了泪花，吐了口烟气回道“你个生人去人家村里谁敢收留？不打你那是轻的。有一次我睡在一家饶羊圈里，他家羊圈在屋外面，你猜猜发生啥了？我半个月讨来的馍——大半麻袋的馍、够咱屋人吃半个月的口粮——被偷啦！那把爷气得！当时十来岁心气高，疯了似的挨家挨户地敲门要，哪里要得着呀？还被人打得一腿血！爷告诉你真话，我当时恨不得把那个村子一把火给烧了！哎……后来十几年一路过那个村子，没来由地生闷气，我一定得朝他们村吐口唾沫心里才能过去！救人命的馒头、叫花子讨来的馒头——偷就偷！哎……跟你妈你妈从来不相信这些事儿！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB5Lq65b+954S256We5rCU44CB5b+954S25aSx6Imy44CB5b+954S26ZyH6Zu344CB5b+954S25ZO95ZK977yM5LuU5LuU5ZCs5b6X5LqR6YeM6Zu+6YeM77yM6KeB54i354i35oq95Ye66KGj5YWc6YeM55qE5rGX5be+5pOm5rOq77yM5pqX5oOz6ICB5aS055qE5piv55yf5a6e55qE5LqL5oOF5ZCn44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

老人忽然神气、忽然失色、忽然震雷、忽然哽咽，仔仔听得云里雾里，见爷爷抽出衣兜里的汗巾擦泪，暗想老头的是真实的事情吧。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6YKj5Zue6K6o5p2l55qE5bCR77yM5oiR6KeJ552A5a+55LiN6LW36YKj5LiJ5Liq55qE77yI6ICB6ams55qE5byf5byf5ZKM5aa55aa577yJ77yM5Zue5a625ZCO5LiT5oyR54OC5b6X5Y+R6ZyJ55qE6Ieq5bex5ZCD77yM5LiA5ZCD5LiA5Liq55Sa6Iez5Y2K5Liq44CC5pyJ5Lqb6aaN5Y+R6ZyJ55qE5q+b6ZW/5LqG5LiA5a+46ZW/77yM54Wn5ZCD5LiN6K+v44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“那回讨来的少，我觉着对不起那三个的（老马的弟弟和妹妹），回家后专挑烂得发霉的自己吃，一吃一个甚至半个。有些馍发霉的毛长了一寸长，照吃不误。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Lik5omL5q+U5YiS5a6M5ZCO77yM6ICB5Lq65bem5omL57Sn57Sn5o2P552A55y856qd5a2Q77yM5LiA5Yqo5LiN5Yqo77yM6K645LmF5ZCO57un57ut5byA5Y+j4oCc54i35LqM5Y2B5bKB55qE5qih5qC355yL6LW35p2l5q+U5LqU5Y2B5bKB6L+Y6ICB77yB5pyJ54Wn54mH5L2c6K+B5ZGi4oCU4oCU5ZCO5p2l5Zyoc2PpmJ/kuIrmi43nmoTnhafniYfvvIzniLfnlZnnnYDlkaLvvIzmnInmnLrkvJrkvaDlm57pqazlrrblsa/kuobvvIznnqfnnqfniLfmkIHkvaDov5noiKzlpKfnmoTml7blgJnmmK/llaXmqKHmoLfjgILigJ08L3A+'));</script>

两手比划完后，老人左手紧紧捏着眼窝子，一动不动，许久后继续开口“爷二十岁的模样看起来比五十岁还老！有照片作证呢——后来在sc队上拍的照片，爷留着呢，有机会你回马家屯了，瞧瞧爷搁你这般大的时候是啥模样。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Zev44CC4oCd5bCR5bm05LmW5LmW5Zue5bqU44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“嗯。”少年乖乖回应。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiN55+l5aaC5L2V5a6J5oWw77yM5LuU5LuU6L+c6L+c5Zyw5Z2Q5Zyo5LiA6L655bmz6Z2Z5Zyw6KeC5pyb54i354i36L+Z5Liq5Y6G5Y+y44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

不知如何安慰，仔仔远远地坐在一边平静地观望爷爷这个历史。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

“那几年过去之后，爷胆子一下子大了，死都不怕还怕啥！只要活着，随便折腾，咋得意咋折腾！你现在期中考试考个倒数第十失魂落魄的，将来高考没考上、结婚离婚了、家里出白事——还活不活？不涉及命的事儿，成也罢、败也罢，压根不叫事儿！现在国家的日子多好啊！有头脑的靠头脑赚钱，没头脑的靠力气赚钱，咋整也能活着！你二舅没上学没考试不活得好好的？爷觉着你呀，格局有点，心眼也有点，遇事太较真，不好！你得像你妈那样乐观一点、豁达一点！这乐观是没心没肺，大叫有生命力！嫑管老咋整你，你都活得要爽快！失败十次再来十一次——让这样活才有韧劲儿！你明白爷的意思不？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5piO55m977yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“明白！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5piO55m95Liq5bGB77yB5L2g556n552A5YOP5Liq5aSn5Lq677yM6aqo5a2Q6YeM57uP5LqL5aSq5bCR44CC5Lq66Jma5LiN5Y+X6KGl77yM5L2g5piv5bm057qq6L275b6X5ZCs5LiN5LqG5aSn6YGT55CG77yM5a2p5a626YGT55CG5ZCs5aSa5LqG5Lya54qv6L+357OK55qE77yB4oCd6ICB6ams5oyH5LqG5oyH5LuU5LuU55qE6by75aS077yM5ZK95LqG5Y+j5ZS+5rKr77yM6aG/5LqG5Y2K5pmM77yM57un57ut5byA6IWU4oCc54i35YaN57uZ5L2g6K6y6K6y5L2g5aaI55qE5LqL5YS/77yB5L2g55+l6YGT5L2g5aaI5YOP5L2g6L+Z5LmI5aSn55qE5pe25YCZ5bmy5ZWl77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“明白个屁！你瞧着像个大人，骨子里经事太少。人虚不受补，你是年纪轻得听不了大道理，孩家道理听多了会犯迷糊的！”老马指了指仔仔的鼻头，咽了口唾沫，顿了半晌，继续开腔“爷再给你讲讲你妈的事儿！你知道你妈像你这么大的时候干啥？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5bmy5ZWl77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“干啥？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

“你妈多彪啊！爷给她订婚了，结果人家不乐意搞逃婚、一个人跑到省会、一个人跑到深圳……你瞧瞧你妈这胆量，你有吗？爷告诉你，这一个人啊，让他烦恼发愁的事儿越，明这人过得越幸福。你十六岁了一点生存能力也没有，整为鞋子包包、考试不好、跟妹妹吃醋这些鸡毛蒜皮的事发愁计较！瞧瞧你多幸福、过得多顺利！不担心吃饭、赚钱、得大病，只盼着零花钱越来越多、考试名次越来越好，多幸福呀！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5Y+v5rKh6KeJ5b6X5oiR5bm456aP77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“我可没觉得我幸福！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6LaK6KeJ5LiN5Yiw77yM6YKj6LaK5bm456aP44CC56m35Lq656m35oOv5LqG77yM5Zad56KX57OW5rC05Lmf5LmQ5LiJ77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

“越觉不到，那越幸福。穷人穷惯了，喝碗糖水也乐三！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZG15ZG14oCm4oCm4oCd5LuU5LuU6L2756yR44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

“呵呵……”仔仔轻笑。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams5Lic6KW/5Lmx5L6D77yM54i35a2Z5L+p5Liq6IGK5Yiw5Y2I5aSc5ZCO5omN552h5LiL44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

老马东西乱侃，爷孙俩个聊到午夜后才睡下。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

爷爷的话用方言出来，仔仔好些没太听懂，听懂的也将信将疑。妈妈以前过老村长嘴上最是夸夸，尽管似信非信，仔仔的思绪还是被爷爷稳稳地拽过去了，不同的成长环境一对比，中学生心里的格局似乎高了些也大了些。至少，入睡时少年不再为倒数第十名的成绩感到丢人懊恼了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

桂英这一晚一点多到家，到家时家里人早睡了。今夜失眠的人不在家里，在外面。自打何致远知道儿子考凉数第十名以后，忧心如焚。用他们高中往年上重点本科和普通本科的比例分别算了算，假如将这次期中考试成绩当成高考分数的话，儿子仔仔恐怕连个普通本科也考不上，这样的结果他是断然接受不聊。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

昨找到出租屋以后，何致远在出租屋里昏睡了整整一，中年人沉浸于自己的失败中不可自拔，这一晚加上儿子考试失利，更加难眠。在发展成熟的社会中，通过学习获得学历来实现社会阶层的晋升，几乎是除过创业成功和资本资源加冕之外的唯一一条路径了。当了十几年的老师，前半生一直在跟成绩和名次较量的何致远，从没想到自己的儿子有一会考到倒数第十。下一代没有希望，比自己这辈子没有希望给人带来的打击还要大。他该把这失败归咎于自己、运气还是命。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Lq655Sf5pyJ5LiJ5aSn5pi+5oCn5YWz6ZqY4oCU4oCU6auY6ICD44CB5ama5ae744CB5bCx5Lia5oiW5Yib5Lia44CC5pi+5oCn5YWz6ZqY5aSx5omL55qE4oCU4oCU5ZOq5oCV5LiA5Liq44CB5Lu75oSP5LiA5Liq77yM5Lq655Sf5L6/5b6I6Zq+6aG65Yip5oiW5bm46L+Q77yb5YCY6Iul5aSx5Y675Lik5aSn5YWz6ZqY55qE77yM5Lq655Sf5Z+65pys5LiK5LiN5Lya5YaN5pyJ5aWH6L+55LqG77yb6Iul5piv5aSx5Y675LiJ5aSn5YWz6ZqY77yM6YKj5bCG5rKm5Li65LiN5oiY6Ieq6LSl44CB5oiY5Lmf6Zq+5oiQ55qE5bGA6Z2i44CC5aW95Zyo77yM5Lq655Sf5Lmf5pyJ5LiJ5aSn6ZqQ5oCn5YWz6ZqY4oCU4oCU56ys5LiA5Liq5piv5Y+R546w6Ieq5oiR77yM5Y+r6KeJ6YaS5YWz77yb56ys5LqM5Liq5piv6Ieq5oiR5o6i57Si5oiW6Ieq5oiR5oSJ5oKm77yM5Y+r5oiQ6ZW/5YWz77yb56ys5LiJ5Liq5piv6Ieq5oiR5a6e546w5oiW6Ieq5oiR5Z2a5a6I77yM5Y2z5a6e546w5YWz44CC56qB56C06L+Z5Lqb5YWz6ZqY55qE4oCU4oCU5ZOq5oCV5LiA5Liq44CB5Lu75oSP5LiA5Liq77yM6YKj5LmI5LuW55qE5Lq655Sf6Lev5b6E5bCG5YmR6LWw5YGP6ZSL44CB5LiO5LyX5LiN5ZCM77yb56qB56C05Lik5YWz55qE77yM5LuW5Lya5oiQ5Li65LiA5Liq5Zac5oKm55qE44CB6YCa6YCP55qE5Lq677yb56qB56C05LiJ5YWz55qE77yM6YKj5bCG5piv5LiA5Liq5oiQ5Yqf5LiU5bm456aP55qE5Lq644CC5a625aKD44CB5pyL5Y+L5LmL57G755qE5aSW5Zyo5Zug57Sg5Lmf5Lya5b2x5ZON5Lq655Sf55qE5qC85bGA77yM5L2G5aSW5Zug55qE5b2x5ZON5Yqb5piv5pyJ6ZmQ55qE77yM5L2V5Ya15aSW5Zug5Lqm5piv6YCa6L+H5YaF5Zug6LW35L2c55So44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

人生有三大显性关隘——高考、婚姻、就业或创业。显性关隘失手的——哪怕一个、任意一个，人生便很难顺利或幸运；倘若失去两大关隘的，人生基本上不会再有奇迹了；若是失去三大关隘，那将沦为不战自败、战也难成的局面。好在，人生也有三大隐性关隘——第一个是发现自我，叫觉醒关；第二个是自我探索或自我愉悦，叫成长关；第三个是自我实现或自我坚守，即实现关。突破这些关隘的——哪怕一个、任意一个，那么他的人生路径将剑走偏锋、与众不同；突破两关的，他会成为一个喜悦的、通透的人；突破三关的，那将是一个成功且幸福的人。家境、朋友之类的外在因素也会影响人生的格局，但外因的影响力是有限的，何况外因亦是通过内因起作用。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5o6o6I2Q6YO95biC5aSn56We6ICB5pa95paw5LmmOjwvcD4='));</script>

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